I fall asleep on Luis- maybe there is just something about Luis bragging about how he is always right that helps me sleep at night. When I wake up I go to the bathroom and fix my hair, brush my teeth, and then I scrap all of that and shapeshift into someone who looks nice I walk out of the bathroom seeing Luis knocked out I walk downstairs but nobody is there so I just walk out of the Castia and sit on a bench and look at birds flying it's so nice out here today the flowers- and just everything is so amazing and just- beautiful! Things as lovely and full as this day make me not want to kill myself.
At the same time, I feel like I don't deserve any of this like I don't deserve this happiness. As everyone would just be happier if I ran away or died, but Luis says my scars won't heal if I just keep on replacing the ones that fade with new deeper scars. I get up and walk farther away from the Castia until I feel someone pull me into the same ally way it's no surprise who it is "Camilo what's with you and this ally way" He said laughing at me 'What's with you and feeling you have the right to touch me?" "What's with you and being so vulnerable?" Meto says smiling and me "No answer?" 'Shut up you have one brain cell in your head-' "Camilo, you need to meet me here at midnight tomorrow that shouldn't be hard you won't get any sleep anyways" He said laughing 'Why would I want to go anywhere near you-' "If you don't come to me I'll come to you and it'll be a lot worse" Meto looks at me smiling knowing that he won the fight "See you soon~" Meto says before walking off chuckling to himself I try not to cry while look at the ground. Just like that the nice amazing and dream-like day has become a nightmare.
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A Gift and a Curse (Camilo angst)
ActionCamilo can't stand people any longer and wants to die lately he has to many bullies not to mention Abuela who won't give him a break end yet nobody notices Ngl this is possible gonna be gay so-
