Jump

Chapter Eighteen

The song above, listen while you slowly read.

"Quinn,

I have written this letter a million times. I can never get the words out right. I always stop at the beginning because every time I write your name all I can see is your face, and it hurts all over again. I can't cry anymore. My body feels numb. I am lost without you. Every time I close my eyes, that day plays over and over again in my mind. I couldn't save you. Everything happened so fast, spells were flying all around us and the school began to cave in. You looked at me and I could see the fear in your eyes but all I could do was take your hand and run. We made it to the steps leading out of the castle when suddenly, a spell hit you in the side of the head. I felt your hand go limp in mine and I turned to see you fall to the ground. Then, you were gone. Your eyes locked on mine and I watched your last breath leave your lips.

You were dead.

I think I died with you that day because ever since then, it feels like nothing is real. It's like the world is spinning but I'm stuck in place. Without you I have nowhere to go and no reason to go on. Dammit Quinn why couldn't you just leave me alone. Why did you have to tell me you loved me. You would still be here if I would have just....

It doesn't matter now. You're gone and so is our baby. I am writing you one last letter because after today I will leave this place. I can't stay here anymore when every time I turn a corner I expect to see your smiling face. I love you Quinn but you jumped and I wasn't there to catch you. I will see you again one day. I can't wait to meet our baby.

Yours, forever and always,

Draco Malfoy"