what's not fair?

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KAI GARCIA

I'm sad. I shouldn't be, but I am.

He has never canceled our plans, and if one of us was sick, we always took care of each other.

It was weird to me that his voice was shaky and fast. I'm pretty sure there's something he isn't telling me and I can't get that out of my head.

Michael always tells me everything. I know something's wrong. He told me to go over, but I really want to.

When he called me, I was in the middle of getting ready. I was so excited we were going to the movies and then to a cat cafe that I love. sorry, WE love, but he just canceled out of nowhere.

I'm gonna be honest, I'm devastated, we haven't been hanging out and I can't stop thinking it's my fault.

I don't like keeping things to myself. I like talking things out and I was gonna do that today, but I guess I'll need to wait.


*

"Should I go?" I ask my brother. I mean, he is a guy; he should know what I should do.

"Look if he told you not to go, then don't" He says, clearly unbothered by my problems.

"Thats not helping" I'm annoyed because he isn't even trying to help me at all; he's just focused on his stupid game.

You know what fuck this, I'm going.

*


I decided to go buy some of Michaels favorite things before going to his house. I bought him some chicken soup (just so he can feel a little better), chocolate and stuff like that.

I "drive" a bike, so it was kinda difficult to fit all of the stuff in the little basket at the front, but I did it.

I'm not gonna lie the stores were far away and my legs are getting tired but I really wanna visit Mike.

While I was on my way to his house, which was almost an hour from the store, I was thinking what would've happened if he hadn't talked to me that day at school.

I think that I would have been a loner, because apart from Michael I don't really have any more friends.

Like yeah I talk to people in school but they aren't my friends they are just... acquaintances.

Which i would say it's kinda sad but I don't need more friends if i have Mikey.


After a long drive, I'm finally in Michael's neighborhood. I'm excited to see him and hug him and everything.

Once I get to his front door no one answers for a while, but I hear Mrs. Clifford calling Mike to open the door, which I wouldn't do if my child was sick, but who am I to judge?

But I guess he didn't hear her at all, because guess who opened the door, Mrs. Clifford.

Let me tell you a little about her. Karen, better known as Mrs. Clifford, is the sweetest woman you could ever meet, even if her name makes it seem a little different. But she always asks what you did in your day, offers you help, and makes amazing food. She's like a second mother to, I guess, every friend of Mike, but I like to think I'm special to both of them.

When I walk in Mrs. Clifford offers me some cookies (see I told you she always offers food) but I kindly decline because I'm honestly just focusing on Michael's well-being.

"So, kaykay, what brought you here?"

"Oh well Michael told me he was a little sick, so I decided to bring him a little something to make him cheer up, at least." I said, my voice being cheerful. I just wanna go up to Michael and hug him.

"Oh really?" She sounded confused, but I just brushed it off.

"And what's that little something? Your presence? Because I'm sure if it's just that he'll be happy" She said with a smile on her face.

Why is this woman so nice?

"Oh, thank you Mrs. Clifford, but no, I bought him soup, and some of his favorite candy"

"That's so kind sweetheart, he'll love it. Now tell me, how is school going?" She sounds like she's just making time, but that might just be me.

I kept answering her million questions for a little while because I didn't want to be rude, but the soup was getting cold. So I decided to excuse myself.

Once I was walking up the stairs, I heard laughing and some other voices that weren't Mike.

I knew these voices; they were also playing some instruments and making a lot of noise.

I decided to not knock and just invite myself into the room, which was a bad idea, because guess who had other 3 people over at his house. Michael

He canceled our plans for this? For him to hang out with other people? This is low for Mike; he has... he never... I just... I'm speechless.

I stood there, frozen for a little bit, then I just dropped the bag with the stuff for him and almost sprinted out of the room. But Michael stopped me. I couldn't read his expressions, but I'm sure he could read mine.

My face was full of anger, confusion, and irritation.

I wanted to cry, scream at his face, and leave his house immediately.

"Kai, what are you doing here?" He said with his shaky voice, he sounded worried.

"You canceled our plans for them, are you serious?!" I said, pointing towards his so-called "bandmates". They looked at me with wide open eyes.

I was so fucking angry.

"I can't believe you right now, Clifford. We didn't hang out for like a month and you canceled just for this?"

"This isn't fair" I was on the verge of crying.

He looked back at his friends.

"What isn't fair?" He looked me straight in the eye, and said with a loud dominant voice that he had never used on me; it scared me. I should be mad, not him. He has no right to be mad.

"You know what, if you're gonna be such a cry baby over me hanging out with other people because of work, then you should leave."

Work? Is he for real he doesn't even have a fucking manager nor a name for his "band".

His face went pale. I like to think he regretted what he said, but he didn't apologize, nor did he say anything else after that, so I decided to leave.

"Ok then"

What am I gonna do without him? I don't have any more friends. I'm gonna be alone.

How did he go from wanting me to understand to just kicking me out?

Is this my fault?



AUTHOR'S NOTE

Hi! I'm so excited to be uploading, I have tons of ideas for this fic and I'm just so excited.

I kinda find Kai annoying, but just a little bit, we're fine.

What do you think about Kai?

Did Mike do the correct thing in kicking her out?

Love you guysss hope you enjoyed it as much as I did:)

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