Elysian- minsung

Past trauma- 2

Minho's pov

Felix started having a panic attack, out of nowhere but thankfully it was only us in the living room.
cause if our moms saw Felix's condition right now they'd be heartbroken, I decided it'd be better if I kept quiet for now.
I went to Felix and hugged him like I used to when (after) our birth parents would fight or abuse us...

no one knew this about the Lee siblings pasts, their birth parents were absolute monsters...

their father would beat the fuck out of them when he was drunk, and would rape felix when he was high.
Minho could only sit there and hear his brothers screams and cries, as his would father tie him up to a chair and slap him till his face bled.
their mom left them, she abandoned them.
she told them she's getting married to another man and left  them with that monster known as their father.
the sexual abuse started when they were 10, their father started sexually abusing minho first, then started abusing both of them together. After he died cause of an overdose when they were 13.
they were given up for adoption by their (birth) mother, she never came to meet them... it was like she didn't care about them which she didn't, i'd be playing a sick joke if said she did. but they're glad cause they later found out that she started getting abused by her new husband.

Ryunjin's pov

Ryunjin came out of her room and saw her children on the couch.
Felix was sobbing on Minho's shoulder while Minho was telling Felix comforting words. Ryunjin's heart broke, she knew about their past all though she never told them.
She went to her room,
"baby Felix is crying really badly on. minho's shoulder i'm worried..." she told her wife who looked as worried as her, they went to the living room and rushed to their children.

Yeji hugged minho and minho finally broke down, crying like his life depended on it. 
it was heartbreaking for them to see their children crying so hard.
they finally calmed down after hours or so it seemed like, I looked at felix's puffy, red eyes. my heart broke again it was really sad to see them like this
"Felix honey what's wrong?, did something happened?" Ryunjin said looking at Felix, while rubbing his back up and down in a way to calm him down which worked!.

Felix's pov

Felix thought about it again and decided
'fuck it im coming out'. Felix took a deep shaky breath and spoke ,
"mum i'm bisexual and genderfuild, i use all pronouns... and recently i've been waiting to embrace my feminine side. but i'm not sure how " felix said, looking at his lap, he blinked away the tears, she finally looked up to look at their parents, surprised to see them smiling, really wide then she saw minho, 'oH MY FUCKING GOD DID I JUST DO THAT' Felix thought

Minho's pov

I was soo proud of Felix 'i also wanna come out but what if something bad happens? Minho thought,
"you know what fuck it, I'll also come out" he said in a whisper but Felix heard it.
"Moms i-i have- i-im-i like-" Minho was a mess trying to put his words together, his moms nodded giving a sign for him to continue, he tried again.
"mom im gay" he said in almost a whisper he looked at everyone and thought 'what is going to happened are we gonna get kicked out? abused? i shouldn't have done that fuck my life' minho thought

Ryunjin's pov

"Moms, please say something, we're getting scared" Felix said, trying not to cry.

"Honey we're not mad or anything, we're really really proud of you both for coming out. It must've been hard, but thank you so much trusting us enough. we love you both... a lot never doubt it." ryunjin said smiling, softly but wide as if she was really excited.

minho's pov

after we came out we went into our rooms, "god damn I just did that wow" minho said to himself as soon as he closed the door. he realised he had nothing to do (like the author) so he just went on his phone but saw a notification from a few hours ago

jisung<33

hey!, did u make the gc yet?

18:03pm

minho?? u there??

18:23pm

"oh fuck I forgot" Minho said to himself not realising that his brother barged into his room "what did u forget??" Felix said, Minho jumped up in fear and dropped his phone

"God, Felix give a warning, you don't just barge in like mf possum, do that again and you're going in the air fryer" Minho said, in a angry tone searching for his phone,
"haha you're as dramatic as Hyunjin" Felix said, flipping his imaginary long hair.

"no honey, I ain't as dramatic as your boyfriend" Minho said sassing
"he's not my boyfriend excuse me" Felix said, pretending to be angry but clearly blushing.

"oh come we've been friends with him for 5 years, I've seen the way you both look at each other" Minho said, Felix was a blushing mess "w-what-whatever, y-you still didn't answer my question!" Felix said hiding his face in his hands

"oh yeah I forgot, I told Jisung I'll make a gc, but didn't make one yet as mom called us downstairs" minho said still searching of his phone
"should I make one?, as you clearly still can't find your phone" Felix said unlocking his phone,
"yes please" Minho said looking at Felix finally "wait whoa what happened to your lips and... YOUR NECK" minho said looking at his brother in shock
"I- um- promise you won't be mad" Felix said nervously biting his lips, 
"ok I won't be mad" minho said sitting in-front of his brother with a smirk... (minho already knew what his brother did, but he wanted to hear it from him)

felix's pov

'I didn't think he'd notice but he did, fuck should I just lie?' Felix thought, biting his lip nervously, he finally looked up, to see his brother smirking at him.