THE BEAST 3

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I said Andrew he growled lowly and said yes Abby. I said do you want to get married yes or no I looked up at him with tears welling in my eyes. I bit my lip and it started to tremble Ashley stood next to me in case I needed him.

Andy sighed and said I just need time Abby I said what about Emma are you gonna adopt her. Andy said I will talk to Cc about adopting her instead of me. I felt like I was gonna throw up Andy said I feel like she deserves a better father.

I said YOUR THE BEST FUCKING FATHER SHE NEEDS ANDREW SHE NEEDS YOU I NEED YOU. I had tears streaming down my face now Andy said I need you guys as well.

I couldn't breathe and Andy turned around and walked away and disappeared. I dropped to my knees and started crying extremely badly. Ashley gave me a hug and I closed my eyes and opened them and I was on my bedroom floor.

Ashley pulled me as close to him as possible and started rocking me back and forth slowly and kissing my head. I said Ashley he doesn't want to adopt her he said I know I can't believe it.

I stayed wrapped in Ashleys arms and cried for what felt like hours. A little while later I finally fell asleep and Ashley got in bed with me and held me against his chest for the night.

A couple of hours later I woke up and groaned fuckkkk and yawned and stretched. I saw Ashley and smiled and rolled out of his arms and felt like I wanted to cry again.

I took a deep breath and got out of bed and walked out of my room and headed into the bathroom and closed the door. Emma and my mom were awake downstairs hanging out together.

I looked in the mirror and sighed my under eyes were dark and my eyes were blood shot. I brushed my hair and teeth and also used the restroom then walked out of the bathroom.

I closed the door and felt like my heart was getting shredded in my chest I couldn't breathe. Ashley walked out of my room and quickly used the restroom then stood I'm front of me.

Ashley said Abby its ok and he grabbed my hand and I followed him downstairs. My mom said morning Abby and Ashley I said hey and went into the living room.

Ashley sat down and my mom said Abby what the hell happened I couldn't speak or say anything. I looked out the window and saw Andy and he shook his head and walked away.

Ashley said Abby every thing is gonna be ok. I yelled REALLY ASHLEY ANSY DOESN'T WANT TO FUCKING ADOPT EMMA ANYMORE OR MARRY ME. My mom said wait what happened I said I'm such a fuck up.

I broke down in tears again and sat by my mom she said Abby your not a fuck up and you are an amazing mother. She said if Andy doesn't want to adopt her oh well he doesn't deserve you guys.

A little while later I finally calmed down and made food and ate some we all hung out in the living room. I said Ashley he said yea Abby I said how are you and Lilly.

He sighed and said we broke up but we are great best friends I said I'm sorry he said no it was a mutual agreement.

I smiled and said good I'm glad he smiled and said yea I picked up my dishes and sat back down on the couch.

A little while later someone knocked at the door and Ashley opened it and said fuck off and slammed the door and locked it. Ashley sat down on the couch and sighed and said a Jesus person I laughed and said nice.

Andy appeared in the living room and said fuck you Ashley and shook his head. I immediately got off the couch and ran over to Andy he said Abby look. I slapped Andy in the face and he grabbed his cheek and said ow.

I said really and I walked into the kitchen because I was angry. Andy said what the hell Abby what was that for I said um in the forest last night. Andy sighed and said fuck me I said I'm good actually.

Andy said look whatever Andrew said in the forest he didn't mean. I screamed YOU DONY WANT TO ADOPT EMMA HUH OR MARRY ME FINE IM DONE.

I took off my ring and walked over to Andy and grabbed his hand and put it in there and closed it. I said I'm done Andy if you don't want me or Emma fine leave I don't fucking care.

Andy said Abby I didn't mean anything I said in the forest I was mad about Emma having to leave. I said well you didn't have to say you didn't want to adopt her. Andy said I know and sighed and he looked down and his voice started cracking.

Andy looked up at me and his eyes were watering he said I'm so fucking sorry Abby I messed up in the forest last night. I shook my head and said Andy I don't know what to do anymore I need you more than anything in the world.

Andy said yea I need you too and Emma as well I bit my lip and said I fucking love you Andy. He said I fucking love you more Abby font forget that.

What happened in the forest wasn't me it was Andrew and you know he can be a terrible person some times. I said yea but all I want is you he said me too Abby trust me.

Andy said god i want to adopt Emma and marry you Abby its not funny. I continued crying and shook my head and said I need time ok Andy said ok and walked over to me and kissed my forehead.