Things in my head

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Why did you have to change so much?

When we first got together you were so shy and kind and never said anything rude. I was drawn toward that. So cute, playful and adorable. We were so innocent.
It's been so long now. We love each other so much and we've been through heaven and hell. I don't know if I'll ever not love you.
But you've changed. You're still playful and adorable but now there's more. You say and do things that I really hate. Not always. But you still say them. I know you saw the wrong side of hell. I know you've been through more in just your childhood than most adults have their entire lives.
But the problem is that, if I wasn't there at the start, if I didn't know what you used to be, I don't think I would love you. And that breaks my heart.

19/4/22