I'm so sorry this took so long for me to update! I've just not been feeling well emotionally and had no inspiration for the story. But I'm hoping i finally found the spark again to bring you this new chapter, and the next! Reading all your lovely and funny comments helped me make this chapter, so please enjoy, and thank you all for your patience!! Trigger warning: gore, blood, let me know if i miss anyPhilza POV
It had been 2 months, 3 days, and exactly 14 hours since we lost him. I can't stop forgetting what happened. How i had to leave him... i can still hear my boy's screams as i drove us away.
I know I had to drive us away or else we'd be stuck in the hoard with no way to drive out, or else we'd be dead too. I can't handle all my sons dying in the same day... but he was so young.. he didn't have to die that day. If only i noticed him slowing when he ran to the car behind me. If only i grabbed him before he could get dragged to his death... if only i saved my little boy.
I got shook from my thoughts, as wilbur shook me awake "dad... hey, it's okay. Wake up" i sat up from where i was laying on the floor of the old department store we were currently staying the night at. I couldn't sleep, it had been so long.
I sighed, nodding and gripping wilbur's shoulder "I'm fine... just a nightmare... how are you and techno holding up?" I asked softly, glancing over to see twchno's slow rise and fall of his chest, and a low snore erupting from his vocal cords "guess that explains my question.." i mumbled with a soft smile.
Wilbur just nodded, and replied "i-I'm okay... can't sleep though... it's hard to, ever since..." he stopped, trying to forget what happened. I nodded softly, pulling my second eldest son into a tight hug.
It was quiet for a few moments as we hugged, sitting side by side on the tile floor. Soon we let go, both letting out small sighs. "Try to get some sleep... i know it's hard... but we have a big day tomorrow. We'll be going to that big supermarket we saw passing through this city, and we'll see if we can find anything good there" i said with a gentle smile as i patted wilbur on the shoulder.
He nodded, standing up and going back to the corner of the small shop, curling up next to his backpack.
I decided to try and get some shut eye as well. I was hoping once we get into the big part of the city, we could move quickly and find some food or refreshments before leaving just as fast. The cities were always bad news. Last time we entered one, a whole street was filled with a hoard, of maybe over 200 zombies, just wandering around and bumping into each other. It was not a pretty sight. That was also when we still had tommy...
No, I shouldn't think about him... it'll only make me cry and not sleep again. I've gotta get some rest. Big day ahead...
I snapped open my eyes to a bang. I shot up off the floor, looking around frantically as i pulled out my gun "it's YOUR fault he's gone! If only you pulled him back! He was sitting right next to you in the backseat!" I heard a loud gruff voice yell. I immediately knew it was techno.
"I couldn't! R-right when i noticed what was happening, he was already gone! I... I couldn't do anything!" I walked over to the yelling, seeing wilbur yell back those words to techno, who was standing over a toppled shef, seething with anger. I could see his shoulders haunched up under his coat, knowing he was pissed off.
"Hey.. what's going on here? You need to calm down!" I said, trying to intervene between my last two sons.
Techno immediately shouted, glaring at wilbur "wilbur was able to save tommy, but he didn't! He should have noticed sooner then later! He should have saved tommy!" He cried, face blooming with red rage.
"I couldn't! You were frozen just the same, techno! You didn't get out of the car to help either so why are you blaming me!?" Wilbur yelled back.
Techno froze "b-but I wasn't able to react in time! As soon as i knew what to do the car jolted forward! I-i... I couldn't save him" techno whispered, glancing over at me finally.
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