stand back up (#2, Go Read The First One You Rotten Amimal)

10.

"Where the hell have you been?" TK asks me.

"What do you mean?" I ask back, casually strolling along, hitting a knife and fork together to create a beat.

"Angel has turned totally evil! Come on, dude." He tells me, running towards where they're all fighting.

What that fuck have I missed?

By the time we get there, the fighting ends and theres two Kanade's unconscious on the floor.

"What happened to them?" I ask.

"We'll fill you in later." Otonashi answers while he picks up one of them bridal-style, I'm assuming to go to the infirmary.

"What are you doing?" Yuripee questions, "she just attacked us!"

"No she didn't," he defends, "she saved us from the one that attacked us. There has to be an explanation for this."

"He's right," Kageyama supports, "why would she protect us if she wasn't on our side?"

Being too confused to say anything, I look around to see everyone's reaction.

"Whatever Otonashi thinks is best; Angel might know something about this." Naoi states.

"We guessed that, you little simp." Hinata retorted, getting himself in another argument with the little squirt.

"Alright then," Yuri interrupts, "everyone take a breather and we'll regroup at the headquarters."

"The headquarters?" I whisper to Noda, still not understanding a single thing that's happened.

"The principals office, dumbass," he answers, "how are you still confused about your way around this place?"

I don't reply to him out of embarrassment. Instead, I sigh and flip him off as I walk away.

As I aimlessly walk around the school halls, I can't help but think about what life would have been like if that fire never happened. What if I managed to live on for Kageyama? Would I have been able to move on? Fall in love with someone else? I might've kept living with my brother. Would he still adopt Alphonse? Maybe Noda would be alive as well, and I was happy with him and Yachi and everyone else. Or maybe I would be alone for the rest of my life. Wishing that Kageyama never did what he did. Pretending to be happy for the sake of others, so they wouldn't worry.

Being stuck in my own world, I bump into Hinata. He apologises like it's his own fault.

"It's okay," I tell him, "I wasn't looking where I was going."

He laughs slightly, "Me neither."

After getting a better look at him, I notice he seems down. "Are you okay?" I ask. I wonder what he could've been thinking about.

"Oh, yeah, I'm fine. I was just imagining what my life would have been like if I met Yui. She's annoying, sure, but she kept things interesting."

"She got obliterated, huh?" I say, getting a nod in response. "It's for the best, she probably would've pissed herself the whole time going of the way things are going."

He chuckles, "Yeah, I guess so."

"It's okay, because I know that we will all meet each other in the next world soon enough. Then you won't have to imagine."

He smiles a little, "I hope so. Hey, y/n, do you think I'm being stupid... for thinking like this?"

"I want to say yes," Tell him, "but, to be honest, I was kind of doing the same thing. Like, if the fire never happened, would I still be the same?"

At this point, we were both walking to the principals office together.

"Well, it doesn't matter now," he replies, "because what's happened wasn't even in this world. There's no point thinking of the past, or the future. We need to focus on right now!"

All of a sudden, Hinata gets really energised. Surely this is the kind of thing I should be telling him??

I scrunch my nose, "Stop getting all cheesy on me. We're not done yet!"

(I haven't uploaded in a year, I haven't really been on wattpad for like a year. That makes me really sad I don't want to grow up I like writing fanfics please stop I don't want to work 50 hours a week 😔)