fuck my life Uwu

ｃｈａｐｔｅｒ ｔｗｏ

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𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲, 𝐈'𝐦 𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬

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𝐥𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭

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𝚊𝚝 𝙽𝚊𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚘'𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚜𝚎, 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖

Sasuke's POV because. why not

Sakura has been nonstop trying to pet me and has been keeping the dope at least 5 feet away from me at all times, and I can't say I'm enjoying not having him near me, I kind of.... miss him I know it's weird for a Uchiha to miss someone but he's always such a ball of sunshine its natural

to want to be near him or is it just me wanting to be close to hi- "hey Teme," said Naruto, Sakura had left to go to the mf bathroom, "what" I questioned "can I uhh pet you again" Naruto asked, "sure" I said, not gonna lie I've been wanting him to pet me again this whole time but Sakura

 was watching like a hawk but she's gone now, the dope put his hand on the top of my head "so fluffy" Naruto squealed, I don't know why but I really do love this and this time I cuddled against his hand on purpose, 'I can't take it anymore' I thought 

Naruto's POV because ramen

before I could even say anything, Sasuke had buried his head in my chest and was hugging me, a Uchiha was being a big softie "Sasuke what are you doing" I said confused "shut up dope" Sasuke said already getting annoyed "I'm bAcK~~" Sakura said bubbly we both knew that was about to fade any second now "Sasuke quickly get off me" I said panicking "no" Sasuke said "but Sakur-" I was interrupted  "I don't care" Sasuke bluntly said "hey Sasuk-" Sakura stopped

 "NARUTO what did I say about clinging to Sasuke-Kun he's not a toy!" Sakura yelled "shut up!" Sasuke yelled back, "but Naruto's just being disrespectful, I'm sure he didn't even ask for permission to hug you!" Sakura argued "I'm the one who hugged him" Sasuke said with a straight face (𝐠𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞) "you hugged h-him" Sakura said while pointing at Naruto "yeah you got a problem with it" Sasuke said with a glare "b-but WHY" Sakura whined "why can't you hug ME" Sakura said still whining "because I don't want to and never will want to" Sasuke stated

but he still didn't let go of me, "what's going on here" Kakashi (daddy senpai) said walking into the room "Sasuke's being mean to me" said Sakura whined, Kakashi looked at Sasuke hugging Naruto "Sasuke stop being mean... you're going to kill Naruto with cuddles" Kakashi daddy said sarcastically "what" said Sakura "let's go Naruto probably doesn't want us in his house right not" Kakashi said

"WAIT DON'T LEAV-" I tried yelling to them but was interrupted by the door closing almost as soon as they left Sasuke nuzzled into my chest and we just stayed like that for 10 MINUTES YOU KNOW HOW MUCH RAMEN I COULD HAVE EATEN IN 10 MINUTES ......1......2....like 3,

Sasuke's POV because fuck Naruto's POV it sucks dick 

what's wrong with me,

 I need to stop this, but I can't, and I don't want too ether, "dobe..." I said it was just loud enough for him to hear me "what" Naruto questioned "can you pet me... again" I asked, "sure" Naruto said, he started doing his signature smile again, the same thing again he put his hand on top of my head and started petting me, but Sakura won't interrupt this time and God am I happy about that, no one can stop me now

𝐈'𝐦 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬

I practically jumped into his arms and put my hand on top of his so he wouldn't move his hand from on top of my head "Sasuke are you... purring" Naruto asked, that's when I realized I was indeed purring, "yeah" I said, it sounded more like a question then an answer, "it's cute" Naruto said innocently, smiling again, my face flushed red, 'what is this feeling' I said to myself 

I don't hate the feeling, it makes me feel weak, but I. don't know how to explain it, it feels like

 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞, 𝐈'𝐦 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬, 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫

I get Butterflys whenever I see him it also feels like 

Love turns on the neurotransmitter dopamine, which is known to stimulate the brain's pleasure centers. Couple that with a drop in levels of serotonin — which adds a dash of obsession — and you have the crazy, pleasing, stupefied, urgent love of infatuation. 

During the first love-year, serotonin levels gradually return to normal, and the "stupid" and "obsessive" aspects of the condition moderate. That period is followed by increases in the hormone oxytocin, a neurotransmitter associated with a calmer, more mature form of love. The oxytocin helps cement bonds, raise immune function, and begin to confer the health benefits found in married couples, who tend to live longer, have fewer strokes and heart attacks, be less depressed, and have higher survival rates from major surgery and cancer.

𝐈 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐢𝐭, 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐈'𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐦𝐞, 𝐈'𝐦 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞

ew I sound like a science teacher but 

Schwartz has built a career around studying the love, hate, indifference, and other emotions that mark our complex relationships. And, though science is learning more in the lab than ever before, he said he still has learned far more counseling couples. His wife and sometime collaborator, also an associate professor of psychiatry at HMS and a consultant to McLean and MGH, agrees.

𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲 𝐈'𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐈'𝐦 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠

𝟗𝟔𝟒 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬