I'm fine.
I'm always fine.
As I break apart bit by bit. Little by little. As my mind turns against me and my heart aches. Even as I wonder what it would be like to fall into that infinite void at the end of my life once more.
I push away those I'm closest to. I forget what normal is to me because I spend so much time pretending to be someone else.
Bit by bit, I forget who I am. Little by little, my reality splinters and cracks.
Most of the time I chose to hide behind a mask and pretend that nothing has an effect on me. But there are those select times that I wish just someone. Anyone would notice that who I am—Everything I am is losing breath.
Even in those moments when I wish I could say something; when someone asks what I feel, I reply,
I'm fine.
I lied.
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𝔸 ℂ𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕎𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕙 (Book 2)
FanfictionTw: this book will deal with triggering topics. If you are easily triggered this is not the story for you, thank you. (Book two in the Starlight series) ─── · 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. ─── Danika Archeron had been through hell. Forced to go back to Spring C...