it wasn't a lie
i felt nothing
not only for her, but for you
i was completely empty
sure, she was the reason for my stomach ache
the way we laughed for hours
almost having to walk away
just to be able to breath
it was that way with you too
except for the time you made me cry
sitting on the side walk outside my house
that's the last time you'll see my tears
maybe i feel bad that i didn't know
i didn't know how i would feel
to be honest, i was scared
admitting my feelings for her would've changed everything
and there had been too much change lately
it wasn't a lie
i had no clue i would be this in love with her
if it makes you feel better,
you were right and i was wrong
but why does it feel so wrong
it feels like i'm betraying you
it feels like i lied to you
what's worse is that you've noticed
you've noticed how i look at her
you've noticed how bright i smile
you've noticed how i rush to respond to all of her questions
i wanna know what it looks like
on your point of view
how our song is being played again
but you're no longer the chorus
YOU ARE READING
pieces of me ; poetry
Poetryjust some shitty poetry i write to express my feelings to me and whoever reads this. if you're homophobic i suggest you don't read this, thank you.
