- holding a grudge

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i hope it bothers you
when i'm with her.
i hope it tears you apart.
i hope you get so fucking angry with me that you can't even look at me.
i hope you think i cheated,
even tho i didn't.

i hope you think i was in love
with her while we were together.
i hope it hurts so bad you
no longer think you can love
or trust anyone again.
i hope you can't love anyone because i fucked you up so bad,
you can't even trust yourself.
i hope you take years to heal.

i hope whoever loves you,
sees what a coward you are.
i hope those future women love themselves enough to see how fucking delusional you are.
i hope they stay as far
away from you as they can.
i hope you are alone until
you realize you were wrong.
you were wrong the
entire fucking time.

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