our love was molded into being what it was
and that makes me wonder if anything that came out of your mouth was the truth
because when i fell in love with you it was the realest thing i had ever felt
i didn't put my past relationships on pause
i fucking ended them,
and i don't regret it at all
you'd have to tell me one day
sit down in front of me and look me straight in the eyes
and tell me all about it
tell me how it was to love two women at the same time.
it must have been tough
on one hand you had me,
the one that was undeniably in love with you
the one you were sure of
and the one you would settle for
on the other hand you had her,
the one who didn't love you
the one who would cling onto your heart
and the one you could never have
how could you look me in the eyes all those days, with the most serious face i could ever imagine, and tell me i was your whole world?
was your vision blurry? did i look like her?
i had told you from the start that i didn't wanna be your second choice
if you truly loved me you would've never ever started this.
YOU ARE READING
pieces of me ; poetry
Poetryjust some shitty poetry i write to express my feelings to me and whoever reads this. if you're homophobic i suggest you don't read this, thank you.
