Your POV:
It has taken me a few years to realise who I am but the boys have definitely helped me. It's been a week since I've fully decided and known that maybe I am transgender. I didn't know how to tell them so I asked Harrison because I'm closest to him, out of all of them.
So his coming over today. I'm nervous because I don't know how he'll react. I know he'll accept me because, this is Harrison. He has always been really caring towards me. I just... hope he doesn't see me as a different person because I'm still me.
He opens the door smiling, "You okay Y/n?"
I sigh standing up, "I'm good thanks."
"So? What's up?" He asks leaning against the counter with his cheeky smile.
I mentally take a deep breath before saying, "I know this might be a lot to take in but... I'm trans. I don't know how to explain it but this isn't me. I know I'm meant to be a boy. I feel like a wolf in sheep's clothing. And you guys - have helped."
He looks at me with a big smile and pulls me into a big hug. "No matter what I'll always be by your side Y/n. I love you, no matter what. Okay?"
I nod my head with tears in my eyes, "I don't know how to tell the others. So I thought I could tell you first."
"It's up to you how you tell them. I'd do it all at once because if you tell them one by one.. Well... it may take a while." He says with a slight chuckle.
I nod my head with a smile, "Thanks Harrison."
He nods.
"Oh um... Yeah also, I have pronouns to. Like how you refer to me."
"Oh yes. What are they?"
"They and Them." I smile.
He smiles at me. "Okay. I'm so glad your happy though Y/n."
"I feel pressure has already been lifted. So thank you Harrison, for always being by my side."
He nods.
Harrison is walking down to bondi with me now, it's been a couple days since I told Harrison and honestly, I can't describe how I'm feeling but I feel so happy.
I'm more nervous then I was the other days but Harrison has told me I probably will be but not to worry because no matter what all the boys will love me. I know they will because they've always been by my side - since the day I joined they were there.
And I love them for that.
I walk into the tower all the boys talking and Hoppo walks in, "You alright Y/n?"
I nod my head slightly. Harrison walks over to Joel and nods his head at me. I swallow hard. Where do I start? I stare down at the ground and make eye contact with Harrison. How do I tell them?!
Can I just come straight out with it? Is that how I said it with Harrison.
"I'm trans." I finally blurt out. They all look at me in different ways but I know one thing is certain, they still look at me the way they normally would, they still see me for who I am.
"So your a man?" One of the boys ask.
"I'm going to have procedures too." Everyone stands in silence before Whippet says.
"Well done." People flash him a confusing look with their eyebrows raising. "She's - Well. He? They?"
"It's they, them." I smile nodding my head.
"They've came out. It's a hard thing?"
I smile walking towards whippet and hugging him.
"Thank you." I whisper. In a way, he broke the silence made it less awkward. He said something. He congratulated me, it was hard to come out. But I'm glad I have because I feel so much better about myself.
It's been a few weeks and honestly, I'm so happy. Some of the boys are still calling me he/she but they do end up correcting theirselves and it makes me so happy, and better about myself.
I love the boys so much and can feel myself beginning to settle a lot better because of them. I'm so glad I came out too, I feel happier in my own body.
A/n:
Thanks for requesting, Spades_of_aces
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