Bullied by the sidemen

The past~1

I mean of course I love him.
I still feel the same. I just can't take it no more.

•••••••••••Throw back•••••••••••
"Holly , it's fine we won't miss the bus , now come on." Simon said tugging my hand.
Simon had ways been the protective brother over me since I moved here in London .
"Okay okay " I said not being able to resist being late for school. Detentions. I mean I've never had one , never.
We finally got on the correct bus and stopped off at school.
"Hey guys " me and Simon said in unison as we saw the others. By the others I mean harry , Josh , vikk ,jj, Ethan and tobi.
I went to talk to harry as the others died into their own conversations.
In case you didn't know I've fancied harry since I saw him. And that was 6 years ago ? How I haven't made a move yet I don't know but I always feel different around him. I don't even know why.well obviously it's because I lov- like him. Right?

"Hey holly" he said so cutely it made my thoughts squirm around in my mind.
He gave me a quick hug and I just clinged on to his muscular chest.
"Hey Harry " I say smiling in his chest.

It was now break time so we've had two lessons so far. I made sure I was with harry the whole time.
Harry had invited everyone round for a party seeing as it's Friday.
Me and Simon would go together.

So I know this is so short but I've started a new sort of theme for my series of chapters coming. I haven't updated in so long. I made so many chapters ready to publish but I got hacked invade no one knew so sorry for that. And all my things had got deleted. So I'm so sorry but I'm sure to do some more soon thanks for all the support I've been getting it really makes me feel special even though these books are shitty so yeah any way. Bye ily all.
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