I'm sorry Ranboo angst

Streaming

TW: Mention of Self harm/ fainting/ hospital/ mention ED

Ranboo pov

I woke up perusal and i still had the bandages from yesterday i really want to stream so I get set up and go into Minecraft. I press the go live button.

I decided to play bedwars and all of the sudden i got a duno saying 'Ranboo you alright you seem off.' Chat very much noticed. I said in my normal ton, "I'm pretty tired chat but I'm having fun." Everyone started telling me to go to bed so after 5 minutes i finally let in and ended stream.

I still haven't ate much and I feel sick every time. I walk down stairs wear Billzo was. He was watching South park so I joined him. Bill then said "Do you want to watch teen titans?"

"Ok sure." I said not really caring. We watched another couple of episodes when we heard Aimsey from the kitchen telling us lunch was ready. I got up and it was a little too fast. Black dots started to consume my vision then then I passed out.

Billzo POV

When Ranboo got up he seemed un easy and then passed out. I caught him before him hitting the ground. When I caught him he felt very under weight. I yelled for Aimsey and he started freaking out.

"Should We Call The Police!?!" I said not knowing what to do.

"I'm just going to call 911." She said seemingly calm.

Aimsey got off the phone and told me that an ambulance was coming. Then they told me to text the others that Ranboo would be going to the hospital.

I texted the others and they were really worried. The ambulance then finally got here. They took Ranboo on a stretcher and Aimsey went with Ranboo and told me to wait for the others.

Aimsey POV

We eventually got to the hospital and they told me to wait in the waiting  room. Then the others ran in and asked if he was going to be okay. I didn't know what to say so I shrugged.

One of the doctors than said we could go in. When I walked in I was shook. He had a feeding tube in his nose. There were bandages on his arms and legs. there was also a heart monitor.

The doctor then started to speak, "So he has an Eating disorder. More specifically Anorexia. There many cuts and scars on his arms and his thighs. They all looked self infected, did any of you guys know?"

I then said, "Yes we knew but treated them. We also knew he had eating problems but more severe than we thought."

The doctor said he should be up in a bit and he got stitches in his arms. After the doctor left we waited and then we saw his eyes open.

Ranboo POV

I opened my eyes and adjusting to the light. I saw i was in the hospital. 'crap', i thought. I also noticed my friends were there and i heard Tommy say i was awake.

My arms and legs were in a lot of pain. I heard Aimsey say "Ranboo do you feel ok?"

"No", i said in a scratchy tone. "My arms and legs hurt a lot." I also said. I wasn't lying they hurt a lot.

I then heard a doctor start to speak, "He will be here for 3 days but i also suggest that he be admitted to a psychiatric ward."

I said quickly "No i can't go back!" My friends looked confused and the doctor left so we could talk.

Ted said softly, "Ranboo you've been to a psych ward before?"

"Ya- I went 8 months ago because of the same reason I'm here. I can't go back though, Please!" I said Panicked.

"Ranboo you don't have to go. But we don't want to see our friend like this." Aimsey said softly.

"Thank you" i said in relief