I'm sorry Ranboo angst

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TW: MENTION OF ED/ SELF HARM MENTION AND ED

Ranboo POV
They know- I started to panic as we walked to Teds room. I sat on his bed and then i felt warm tears fall from my eyes.

Ted bent down to my height and said "Ranboo its ok your not in trouble we just need to talk to you."

Aimsey then said, "Ranboo why haven't you been eating anything? Were worried and we want you to be ok. I broke down even more. "How long has it been since you've eaten?"

I said while sobbing "It's been- 7 days. I'm sorry."

Aimsey POV
When hearing that I was shook. I hugged Ranboo and he hissed again. "Ranboo can i see your arms please?" He nodded and gave me his arms. I pulled up both of his sleeves and they were scattered in scars and cuts. Some looked only days old. His arms needed to be bandaged. "Hey Ted could you go grab some bandages please."

Ted said softly, "I'll go get them. Their in the kitchen." He left the room and Ranboo was still crying.

"Hey hey, its ok. Your not in trouble. Is there any more cuts?" He nodded and pulled up his pant sleeves and his thighs were way worse. Way more scars way more recent cuts. I hugged him very tightly and after a couple seconds I let go. Recovery will be long.

Ted POV

I got to the kitchen and Tommy and Freddie were there. "Hey Ted what are you getting?" Tommy said curiously.

"Oh Ranboo got hurt so I'm getting some bandages." I said trying not to worry them.

"Is He Ok!?" Tommy said pretty worried. I reassured them he was alright and i went back to my room with the bandages. When I walked in Aimsey was rubbing Ranboos back. His eyes were puffy and I sat down on the ground and started wrapping his arms.

Aimsey then said, "He also told me his Thighs have cuts too." After hearing that i was really worried.

"I'll bandage his thighs too." I said in a worried but calm voice. After wrapping his arms i look at his thighs and their covered in scars and cuts. I finished wrapping both thighs and then I said, "Ranboo, can you go put on a shirt not long sleeve and put on a pair of shorts. I know you don't want to but its for the healing process and were gonna tell the others ok." He nodded and me and Aimsey left so we could tell the others and so he could change.

We got Billzo, Tommy, Tubbo, and Freddie on the couch so we could talk. Aimsey sighed and began, "Your probably wondering why your here and nobody here is in trouble. We wanted to talk about Ranboo. Today me and Ted found out that Ranboo has been struggling with his mental health. We also found out he's been cutting and he definitely has an Ed. We bandaged his arms and legs and don't mention anything about food his weight or his cuts/scars."

Everyone looked shook. Tubbo already had tears in his eyes and The rest looked sad.

Ranboo Pov

I put on a short sleeve shirt and shorts and went to the kitchen. Everyone was in the kitchen and everyone was looking at me. "Hey Ranboo!" Tubbo said waving.

"Hey Tubbo." I said it in a less enthusiastic response. I grabbed a water and sat on couch. I Then heard Bill say that food was ready i was nervous but I went to the kitchen and saw steak and potatoes.

I grabbed a small piece of steak and half a potato. It still felt like a lot. I gagged and Aimsey walked over to me and said, "Its ok if you can't eat all of it. Just take your time." She smiled and walked away.

I really couldn't thank Aimsey enough same with Ted. I kinda felt like if they didn't catch on i would be dead. I though realize I have to live with scars and other people notice even my fans.

I sit down at the table with everyone else. I was sitting next to Tommy and Tubbo. I grabbed a fork and knife and slowly cut through the steak and took a bite. I felt sick to my stomach. I ate 1 bite of my steak and 2 bites of potato.

I felt like I was going to throw up. It wasn't good.

Aimsey POV

Ranboo gagged after eating. His case is very severe. I made sure if he was ok. "I'm sorry I just feel very sick to my stomach." He said.

"Its ok, don't throw up unless it gets really bad." I said calmly. He thanked me and I left. I just thought 'i hope it doesn't get worse.'