DEAR TAEHYUNG| 𐤀

May.

Dear Taehyung,

I was going to start off this letter by saying in the month of May nothing exciting happens for me which is true, but not this year... this year on the sixth of may something so exciting happened to me, and I think you know what it is... hell I think you did it for me, but that may be a bit too farfetched but after your surprise from spring break I think that had a bit of something to do with what happened, okay I'm rambling now, but you broke up with your boyfriend, and I'm extremely happy for you more for myself than you if I'm being honest, but I'm not going to be selfish any longer I'm going to give you time to grieve over the relationship even though I think it wouldn't be that long.... you didn't really love... you couldn't have.

Well maybe you did... maybe you really loved him due to the fact that you had put up with the douchebag for so long. That could only be love, only love could make you see the little ounce of good someone possesses even if their the most evil thing to grace the earth.... I'm not saying that about him even though he isn't too far from it, jk... not actually. But like I was saying only love can make someone be the best image of themselves in another's eyes. Maybe that's why I know I'm in love with you because you're the most perfect and beautiful to me.... not me sounding like alfalfa.... sorry if you don't know the reference but the little rascals is one of my favorite movies, I hope one day we could cuddle up and watch it.

Anyway before I get even more 'simpy' like my little sister calls me, I want to ask how was your spring break because I know that you had stayed here after our encounter well not really an encounter it was just me and you upstairs at the party and I hugged you from behind and you told me I smelt nice... I'm glad you thought so cause my mom told me that my cologne was too strong, but she's just sensitive to smells just like me... which is why I find your scent so comforting because it isn't overpowering but it's there enough to make he smell it all over? Tbh I don't think that made sense but I think you know what I meant.

But my I should tell me about spring break because you said you want to more about me but I'm really boring honestly.... My spring break was actually amazing but I missed you. We went to the Carribean and I got to paint so many canvases.... I literally fell in love with the beaches over there.. I've never realized how dirty the water is over here until I could literally see the bottom of the ocean because the water was so clear... and I tried this dish called cracked conch and omlll... it was amazing but I really enjoyed reading the book you recommended it made me sob like a baby, but I love tragedy... it's something so raw about them not being together in the end that just makes it so real because I find it difficult to believe that after all those hardships that they were long to be together.

But in some cases people are just meant to be together regardless of what ever obstacle was send to them.... Like me and you, I think we're meant to be Kim Taehyung..... ugh that was cringey I know but I simply don't care because I meant it gumdrop.
So I'm going to end this letter here before I embarrass myself any further but for you if do it anything time, don't forget to tell me how your spring break was, okay?

I love you gumdrop..... Sincerely your future everything <3.