comment for the next chapter.
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It was another sleepless night, I continuously felt gullible for feeling bad about not replying to Kareem. All I wanted to do was stay in bed, and do absolutely nothing, but my request would straightforwardly be shot down by Sev. Going out doing runs, and leaving his girlfriend with me was another problem when it came to me being antisocial.
*thump*
there was a sound at my window, slowly i lazily clambered my way out of bed stepping to my window. Just as soon as I looked through the glass of my window my cheeks immediately grew of warmth when Kareem stood looking down at his feet, and hands tightly stuffed in his pockets. Once he seen me he motioned his hands for me to come down. As much as I didn't want to..I did. It didn't take me long to throw on a heavy coat, and my super comfortable rain boots.
with each step came anticipation, and a pain in the pit of my stomach, i tried to put on a hard front, but instead i had an uneasy stare plastered on my face. Kareem stood with an apprehensive grim once I further neared him. "Charls." he smiled at me, my heart nearly dropped, but I kept my composure. "hey..why are you here?" I folded my armed locking my hip in place. His friendly demeanor then transformed into a impudent beam. "Charlie," he chuckled. "-don't do this to yourself kid, you need me." I stood in dismay by the cocky comment that came from his mouth, it made me even more furious that he would that I actually needed him. "No Kareem, don't say shit like that, yesterday you showed your ass in front of your little girlfriend, when I didn't give a fuck! it was you, and me since day one don't forget that shit." my face was tense, but my emotions were everywhere. I glanced at his appalled expression, before feeling embarrassed once more. I quickly turned the opposite direction sprinting into my house. It felt like seconds later I was swept from my feet into a hug. Kareem gently squeezed me showering me with apologies, I couldn't help, but to embrace it while warm tears seeped from my eyes. "you can't run from an athlete charlie." he whispered into my ear. I assumed he tried to add humor into the situation, but I didn't care. "-just stop being mad please." he finally said while gently letting me down."and quit being so sensitive." he chuckled. I wiped my eyes, I could tell my face was flushed with embarrassment. "Kareem, you did me wrong! you can't say you didn't." i sniffed. "I know!" He shouted. "but I said sorry Charls." I couldn't believe his words. "yeah, but what's a sorry at the end of the day? not a thing, but it's okay you can stop apologizing..it's only making me angrier." i truthfully said before stepping out of my boots, and crawling on my bed. "you can leave." I motioned my hand as if I was sweeping something away. Kareem narrowed his eyes at me. "you can't stay mad at me forever. "oh I'm sure I can." pursing my lips I stared at him while he stared back. "what do you have against johnna, honestly?" he stuffed his hands in his pocket awaiting my answer. "...nothing really, it's just she gets more of your time, and more of your attention." I fibbed, i didn't like her just because I'm a petty female. "I show her the same amount of attention that I show you just in a different way." he then smiled before breaking eye contact while reaching his arm out he shut, and locked my bedroom door. I narrowed my eyes at him. "if I showed you the same kind of attention.. it would be weird being around each other honestly." he smirked my way, I quickly snapped my head the opposite way. "I'm no fool Kareem." repositioning my self he smiled at me. "I know you aren't Charlie." he then sat right beside me. "you think I'm jealous or something?" scrunching my face at him, all he did was shake his head. "no, but I feel like you want what she gets." he didn't look my way, and I was glad. My entire body grew hot, and my mind roamed wild searching for the much needed answers. deep down I knew that what Johnna received behind closed doors was something special, and yes I craved it so much, but never really planned it because.. i had no one to act it out with.
"no, not really." my breathing increased.
"aye, charlie I'm back." my brother Sev burst into my room. his expression completely changed once he saw the face of Kareem.
"We weren't doing anything!" i shouted in defense. "what the fuck is this?!" Sev hollered in anger, you could literally see the rage in his eyes. Kareem stood up quickly placing his arms up in defense. "Sev, Man I didn't touch her okay-" then with a all of the force he had, Sev jolted his fist back squaring Kareem dead in his jaw. All I could do was stand there covering my mouth like a dumbass. Soon Jamie burst into the room hollering, and cursing in Spanish. The whole entire fight escalated. The last words that came from each other their mouths were "fuck you man!" Or some other equally rude comment. I did nothing to help split the fight up but contributed a lot to helping it start. Sev continued to yell at me, and rant on, but I couldn't hear anything. All I could see was him hitting his chest, and pointing to the door.
"I leave the house,and you fuck one of my friends?!" is something I heard clearly. Jamie stood at my doorway shaking her head at me. I couldn't part my lips to speak at all. Through my window I could see Kareem shaking his head while holding his jaw.
"Se..Sev, that's not what happen."
...this was obviously rushed. I'm sorry you guys I have had writers block for a while now :( comment how do you feel about Kareem, and now how do you feel about sev? IF ERRORS SORRY
