After that we only saw each other occasionally; we never talked until mid september when I moved further away from the school. Which had me riding the bus and made my apartments the first stop so I had to wake up at 5am to get myself together. By the time I got on the bus I finished my work while listening to some music, not noticing how many stops the bus made or who was getting on with me. I just minded my business when I realized that we were stopping. I looked back down to put my laptop back in my bag. I felt a hole getting burned in the top of my head while I was getting my stuff together but I didn't mind it. Little did I know it was him “hi good morning!” he said looking over the seat with a smile.
I didn’t hear him because of my music so he sat back down and told his brother “she didn’t answer me she didn’t even look at me” his brother told him that maybe i couldn’t hear which was true but he didn’t think that he told his brother “fuck that i know she heard me how could she not?” his brother shrugged his shoulders and told him to trade spots so that he could sit beside me when the bus stopped. Finally the bus stopped and I had just finished my essay for English class on my computer. I saved it and closed it while trying to put my laptop back in my bag. I felt someone bump into me almost making me drop my computer but I caught it just in time I put it up. Confused at the fact that someone bumped me that hard just to find out that it was my crush sitting beside me.
He waved at me with a grin so I took out my earbuds. He looked shocked for a second but then greeted me again “good morning” he said trying to look me in the face. I was too nervous to say anything “say good morning back bitch you need to say something don’t give him the wrong impression girl” i said in my mind “good morning” i said grinning warmly. After a few minutes of awkward silence he introduced himself. I don't like saying government names so let's just call him Dee. “My name is Dee, what's yours?” honestly i was so stuck in his milk chocolate eyes and his vibe i forgot what to say then i finally remembered “girl he asked for your name?” I thought to myself again and quickly told him my name. He smiled as if he knew i was embarrassed that i didn’t answer when he asked the question but he was sweet and very handsome the thoughts of him just sitting next to me made my body overheat and melt. I hadn’t felt that way since my first girlfriend and I had dated and she was very special to me. That's how I knew he was different. But I couldn't let my guard down too fast. I didn't really know him and he was two years older than me. I was only sixteen and never felt so comfortable with a guy like that so we took it slow. We became close over a few months of getting to know each other before we could even think about it the school year was over. Which means summer time A.K.A band camp, a 24hr workout session. I had practice at the school and at home due to the fact that my dance coach was my older brother camp was around the clock for me even during school. I hated it and loved it because I never really experienced fun with my friends. Everything was serious unless we were goofy at practice, which was all of the time my older brother and I were already close but him being my coach pushed us even closer together.
