✅Muted (Chaeyoung x Fem Reader)

Hi!

Hello, everyone!

Today, as I wrote the final chapters, I felt quite emotional, like, I always here my mom asking, "Why do always watch those Korean? Do they even help you? You're wasting your time and you're forgetting your studies."

I couldn't say my answer because they'll only invalidate it, but if they don't, I'll answer them with, "They do help me, the help me cope with my emotions, I don't even know if I have an anxiety or what but they help me. Maybe not physically, but I know that even though they don't know me, I have a special place in their hearts. I'm not wasting my time, they are not the reason why I'm slowly losing focus on studies, it's you, if you just don't expect too much, maybe I won't be setting studies aside. They are the only people who makes me feel like I have a family, unlike you who treats me like no one."

Like, never did they supported me with the things I like, you know, sometimes, even though we're not a broken family, when I see a family outside, I feel envious because I never felt that kind of happiness or love.

They only treat my brother nicely, but when it comes to me, I become a burden. Like just this week, I got scratched right? And I had to get vaccinated and she's complaining that the bill is expensive. But when it comes to my brother, when he wanted a shoes for basketball (it isn't branded) that cost $30+ they'll give it right away, when it comes to me, I need to buy it myself with my own money. When I was in 4th grade, I wouldn't have a rubber shoes if it weren't for my uncle who bought me one and I used it until 7th grade.

My brother got a brand new phone that cost $115, but me, I have my phone cracked all over, got a tablet (old) from my cousin and still, it's too much for me to ask for a new phone, on February, she bought me a second hand phone which we bought for $57, like, did she regretted having me? That's my question.

How about you? What's your story? Tell it in the comments/ DM me, I want to help you cope up with your emotions, I promise, this will be your safe place, I'll be your safe place.