"I'm here in my hotel,sitting in the couch,im holding a box of engagement ring,smile plastered on my face.Tomorrow is my flight back to Philippines,I'm going to proposed to Chloe.I can't wait to be her fiance.I ask the fuckers to help me with my surprised proposal.I don't mind paying millions to that budol's, as long as my Baby is happy.Her beautiful face,always on my mind.I miss her so much,i miss her touch,her kiss and our love making.I can't wait to be home now.My phone's screen is blinking someone send a message.
"What the fuck, is this,?as i open the messages and videos.Who the hell send me this,walang name na naka appear.Umigting ang aking panga,napakuyom ang aking kamao ng madiin,habang hinahabol ko ang aking hininga.Shit,shit,fuck,sabay hagis ko ng aking cellphone sa dingding,basag na basag ito sa sahig.Im holding my nape,habang nakatingala,biglang tumulo ang aking luha.Napasuntok ako sa dingding ng malakas,wala na akong maramdaman na sakit,kahit dumudugo aking kamay.
"Parang binagsakan ako ng langit at lupa sa aking nakita,Chloe is lying on the bed naked with other man.Ang sakit sa dibdib, p*ta bat nya nagawa ito sa akin,bakit?I can't stop my tears from falling,the pain is unbearable.Why?Chloe Why?bakit mo nagawa to.And the other photo is,Chloe and my mom,may binigay si mommy sa kanya na papel,isang cheke,tinanggap nya ito while smiling.I watch the vedio of it,my mom is offering her a huge amount of money to leave me.She's smiling while accepting the checks.Ganyan ba ka importante sa kanya ang pera,akala ko she loves me,more than i do,tas nagpadala lang sya sa milyon.I"m fucking mad at her,bitch,whore,slut ano pa pede kung itawag sa kanya.I felt my chest tightness and hard to breath.How can she do this to me?how?
"I used my extra phone tatawagan ko sana si Sky ng my biglang unrigestered number na tumawag sa akin.Hello,as i pick up the call,boses ng babae sa kabilang linya.Nakita mo ba pinadala ko sayo at napanood ang vedio.Yan ba ang babaeng ipinagmamalaki mo,niloloko ka lang nya pera mo lang habol nya,at higit sa lahat kahit sino-sino lang pinapatulan para sa pera,sabi ng babae sa kabilang linya.Who the hell are you?How did you know all of this shit?How? as i screamed out of my breath to her.Tumawa ng malakas sa kabilang linya,i don't need to tell you who i am,the important thing is, alam mo na,na niloloko ka,sabay baba ng tawag,Shit who the fuck are you bitch.This is too much for me to handle,i don't know what im going to do.Nanginginig ako sa galit,sumigaw ako ng malakas to calm my self,this is too much.Ang sakit sa dibdib,ang taong mahal ko at pinagkatiwalaan nagawa akong lokohin at ipagalit sa pera.
"I'm fucked up right now,my life is mess,fucking mess,i called the fuckers to cancel the preparation for my proposal,they keep asking me the reason.Im not ready to tell them now.I drink the whole night, i need liquor to forget this shit in my life.Gusto kong magpakalasing,yung hindi ko na maiisip lahat ng nangyari.Hindi ko mapigiling humagulgol habang hawak ko ang alak.Bumabalik sa isip ko ang masasayang sandali namin ni Chloe.Ang mga pangako namin sa isat-isa,ang mga pangarap namin.Ang pagbuo namin ng pamilya,lahat ng iyon ay naglaho.
"Its really painful to know that,other man are touching her,she's mine,only mine,fucked this life,fucked!,sabay hagis ko ng bote ng alak.I don't deserve this all,wala akong ginawa kundi ,mahalin sya bat nya nagawa ito sa akin.Sa sobrang kalasingan ko sa tabi na ako ng mga alak nakatulog.Ang sakit-sakit ng ulo ko kinaumagahan,a fucking hangover.
'I'm here at the airport right now,im not planing to go home,i want to relax my mind,i need to be alone.Im going to Thunder's club as soon,as i arrived.I need some space right now.This is too much for me to bear.
Pagdating ng pinas,kinuha ko ang susi sa driver,i want to drive myself.Agad kung pinasibad aking sasakyan sa club ni Thunder.I reserved a private room alone i just want to drink the whole time.
"Chloe knows that im back today,i receive a message from her this morning,i don't response with her messages anymore,im fucking mad at her.Fuck this life,fuck this mess ,as my jew clenching of frustration.I know she gonna visit me,and i have something on my mind to revenge on her.I want her to feel,the same pain i felt right now.I want her to know how bad, the impact of her betrayal.I hired a hostess to go with me at home.You want a game Chloe?Ibibigay ko ang laro na gusto mo.
"I send several message to him this morning,hindi nya manlang ako nireplayan or tinawagan.His back today,parang hindi ako mapakali.Jayden always call me or message me,hindi maganda ang pakiramdam ko dito.I know something is odd.
I gonna ignore this strange feeling right now,i need to relax my mind.I need to prepare myself,i need to explain to him everything that happened on Reeve's party,He deserve to know the truth
"I'm really nervous,hindi ko alam kung ano ang mangyayari pag sasabihin ko sa kanya.He gonna stay with me?Mapapatawad nya ba ako?Makikinig ba sya sa paliwanag ko? i have a lot of question on my mind,na hindi ko alam ang sagot.Im praying na sana pakinggan nya ako.Im blaming myself with this,i know its my fault.But, for heaven sake,until now hindi ko matandaan ang nangyari sa party na yon.Only Reeve knows everything.
"Hindi na pumapasok si Reeve,araw-araw akong pabalik-balik sa room nya,im asking his friend and klasmate,hindi din nila alam kung nasaan si Reeve.Im really frustrated,i need him,i want to know everything.Maraming bagay pumapasok sa isip ko,im stressed to think about this shit.
"Only Jessica and Cristoffe knows,sila lang ang pinagsasabihan ko ng mga problema ko,sila ang nasasandalan ko sa lahat.Nakahanda na ako,lumabas na ako ng aking apartment at naghanap ng masasakyan.PInagdadasal ko sana pakinggan nya ako.May nakita akong taxi,pinara ko ito at sumakay.Na miss ko na sya,gusto ko na syang mayakap.I"m trying to call him a while ago pero, hindi nya sinasagot.Its really strange kasi hindi sya ganyan,lagi yan syang tumatawag at nag memessage sa akin.May isang bagay pa akong importanteng sasabihin sa kanya.Napangiti ako ng maalala ko kanina ang isang bagay na nagpasaya sa akin.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Billionaires Downfall (BILLIONAIRES SERIES 1)
RomanceSometimes you can Love somebody with all your heart and at the same time .Not want them back.Everything has a breaking point ,hearts included...and when it comes to broken hearts there's only so many times you can piece yourself back together before...
