𝐃𝐮𝐥𝐜𝐞 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐬 ʸᵃⁿᵈᵉʳᵉ ᶜⁱᵖʰᵉʳ ᶠᵃᵐⁱˡʸ

• 𝐗𝐗𝐕𝐈 •

Song Playing: Aftermath - Caravan Place (Slowed Reverb)
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[ 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 ]

" It's like a cage, but with no bars

As if I live even further than Mars

My bloodied footprints on the ground

Hoping to find my soul bound "

(Y/n) hummed a tune under her breath, one that she didn't recognize but found it funny and catchy. Muttering some lyrics to herself she started writing in her journal with shaky hands after counting the sticks.

"Ah, a good 730 sticks. So two years already? Amazing, I'm still alive after this long. The sticks have helped keep track of the days flying by. But why bother? I can't escape this place. No matter what I do, He is always there, his malicious grin knowing immediately what my plan is. But it doesn't matter what he does to me anymore. He loves me. And I love him.....Right?"

She frowned at the thought but didn't stop writing, as if her hands moved on their own, pouring her emotions out. " I sometimes plan on killing myself and leaving this god forsaken place. I mean, come on! How can you survive with a demon... As amazing as him of course. But... The lack of time is driving me crazy. No matter how much the crimson color hits the ground, in the end, I accept his love. I accept the fact that I love him. He knows I will. There's not a chance I could ever win and he knows it. It's the easiest, and only thing, I can do. To be honest I can't help but feel... I don't know- Something for him. "

She sighed looking out the window. It only showed a hollow space, but full of stars. Standing up she gave up on writing in that journal and continued in her head "I've been having... Visions. Painful ones, The sky is red, Bill is floating in the sky, and... Father is there. He is there with two kids. Aside from that, The voices have just... Shut up, and it's mostly static or even buzzing in my head. Annoying as fuck, but I can't seem to do anything about it. And sometimes... It's even worse. In lines of visions''

Putting her arms on the window, she tilted her head looking out at the galaxy. That was another reason for her headaches. No matter how much you looked at the hollow space, it had no end. And it was nerve wracking. She closed her eyes, not even a breeze. The girl was forgetting how the sunlight feels, how the wind blowing felt, or how rain and storm did. She didn't even know how everything was out of the place she was stuck in, stuck in this cage with no bars, full of walls but with no window. She continued. "Sometimes, they have an old era. Like victorian, a beautiful gothic castle, sometimes even slow waltz, but all of them end in one thing. Fire. Oh how much I despise it these days. Some are... Weird, bubbles in the sky, a pyramid in the air, and father... Father. Yes, I've been thinking of my father too, but it seems like my mind avoids him. Like some rules have been set that I can't think of him more than how much I did now. Now back to the visions, there are these two kids too. Oh and my old... Sisters? I'm not sure if I can call them that, But they are there too. They look at me with pain, with pity, and almost with... hatred."

"Jane and Natalie" She muttered under her breath. Those two were some of the only memories she had left from old times. But... Were they even real? Or just two people her subconscious made up for her?