How metal of you.

How fun, not

I sit down in my chair. Looking into the mirror on my desk I apply foundation to my face. Listening to HIM. Kiss of dawn. My personal favourite song. I trace my eye shape with black liner adding a small wing to the edge. I blend it out to make a Smokey eye look. I put my dark red lipstick on and comb out my hair. I'm wearing a tight black spaghetti strap shirt with lace on the edges. Black baggy jeans and my usual doc martens. I have black earrings and black square framed sunglasses. I check my phone to see the time and it's 10:30 It's not that late but late enough that my parents will be asleep. I grab my phone and a small bag to put my glasses and headphones in. I lock my bedroom door and turn my bedroom light off so if my dad somehow does open my door, he won't see me. I quietly lift up my window and squeeze out of the window. I walk out and onto the street. I look at my phone and call Kevin. "Hey, man. Umm are you and Emily at the party yet?" I say as he picks up. "We are heading there now, why?" He answers. "Are you able to pick me up? I don't have a ride." I laugh. "Oh yeah sure where are you?" He says. "Oh I'm still on my street. Do you remember where that is? You guys dropped me off here a few days ago after we went to a gig." I mumble. "Oh yeah! We will be there in about a minute or two." Kevin mentions hunter isn't with them and we both say good bye and I hang up. I look up into the sky with thousands of little stars. Their headlights shine brightly into my face as they pull up next to me. "Need a ride?" Kevin says jokingly. I open the door and sit in the backseat. Closing the door I sigh. "So, is hunter going to be there or not? I mean he told me he'd be there but, well I don't know." I say. "Do you have a crush on him?" Emily says turning her head behind her to look at me. "What? I- uh- no." I get all flustered and blush. "We'll take that as a maybe." Kevin says as we drive off. "Anyways, he'll be there, probably just taking longer cause he has to comb his luscious long hair." Emily says rolling her eyes. We talk for another 10 minutes about how our day had been. Pulling up to the drunken teenager infested mansion. Music booming and lights flashing different colours from inside. I get out and walk into the house. Emily follows me looking around a little scared. It's packed with people and as I get further into the hallway I lose Kevin and Emily. This isn't really my scene. I don't belong in basic loud party's filled with people my age that hate me for no good reason. They are all too drunk to tell who I am so they keep trying to talk to me but I walk away from most of the people as they smell like a mix of puke and alcohol. No sight of hunter. I feel saddened. I walk into the kitchen which has less people trying to stampede over me. "Hey beautiful." It must be hunter. I turn around to where the voice came from. There is a man standing close to me. I still look around to see if it was my metal head. The guy looks down at my and repeats what he said. "I said Hey beautiful." He says a tiny bit angrier. "Who are you?" I question. "The man of your dreams." He mumbles and grabs me closer kissing me. He tastes strongly of vodka. I turn my head as he tries to kiss me more. "GET THE FUCK OFF ME!" I scream. His grasp around my waist is to strong. I hit him in the arms to let go of me as he kisses my neck. "What the fuck man? Let go of me!" I screech trying not to gag over how gross he is. "Hey man!" A guy yells behind him. He stops kissing me and let's go of me. Looking behind him. "Fuck you." I kick him in the crotch before anything happens. He moans in pain falling to the floor. I look up and see hunter. "Hi." He says smiling. I walk around the creep and run into hunters arms. When I finally realise what I was doing I let go of him. "Sorry." I look at him embarrassed. His cheeks red he takes my hand. Pulling me in. We hug. I hear people gasp and look around. They are all staring at what I just did. "Fuck." I whisper hunter looks around to. I let go of him. "That fucker deserved it." He says to everyone. They all eventually look away and carry on with what they were doing. "I didn't know you were coming." He says. "Oh yeah I came with Emily and Kevin." I reply. "Everyone except you is so fucking boring at this party" he scoffs. The music blares so loud I can barely hear what he is saying. I get closer it him. " hey I'm going to go see where Emily is I gotta ask her something." I tell him. He nods. "Ok I'll be here if you need me." He yells over the music as I walk off. He showed up. He's so dreamy. I slightly grin as I think about him. I didn't really have much to say to her but I wanted to have a quick breather outside. All this ruckus is making me panic. I easily have anxiety attacks and need some non alcoholic smelling air. I walk outside and see Kevin and Emily making out. Ew. I guess I'm happy for them but I just I feel so. I throw up in the bush. I feel so sick and dizzy. I can barely keep my eyes open but wipe the vomit off my lips. I haven't even started to drink. I walk over to the lovey couple. "I hate to ruin the mood but do you guys have like a mint or some gum." I mumble trying not to fall over. My legs are weak. Emily looks at me confused. "Hey? Are you ok? You look horrible." She gets up to take a closer look at me. "Yeah I just felt a little sick that's all." I mumble. "Here." Kevin hands me a pack of mints. "Keep 'em." He says. "I'm gonna go check on hunter." I grab the mints and walk back towards the party. "Hey we can go if you feel sick." Kevin says. "Nah I'm good." I yell as I look around for hunter. Opening the packet of mints I grab a handful and chew on them. Where is he? My head throbbing. I walk back towards the kitchen seeing the guy who tried to fuck me. I giggle. Grabbing a random bottle of rum from the counter and chug some. I can't see him. Where is he? Where is hunter? I see him in another room looking at something. He looks so intrigued looking at it. I can't see what he's looking at so I walk closer. Sipping the beverage I start to feel all fuzzy. Things start to go darker. "Y/n?" He sees me. "Are you ok?" I fall to the ground and everything goes black.