I may not be the most patient man, but not when it comes to you angel. I waited enough, blindly and naively you could say. Maybe someday I will tell you how much I desired you my whole life and how stupidly I imagined you being with me, knowing that...
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Jungkook POV
„Tae, I need to breathe. Move!" - I try to push off Taehyung from me, who is literally using me as a cuddle bear. It's so hot in the tent, that I need to get out right now. He doesn't move, just mumbling something not being bothered of my request.
I push him slowly off and open the zipper of the tent. Air. Taking my phone out of my shorts pocket I look at the time. 9:15. It's still early, given the events of last night. We had so much fun and I missed spending time like this with the others. I smile upon remembering Alice being in such a good mood, making my heart warm up at the thought of her loosening up like she did yesterday.
Is she still sleeping? Should I bring her a glass of orange juice? She would love that. I stand up, but soon remember another small detail. Yoongi. They slept together and as much as I try stopping my thoughts going crazy at the thought of that, I fail miserably. It's not that I wanted to sleep beside her, that would've been a terrible idea and ending with both of us miserably failing at keeping quiet, but out of all people she got Yoongi. Of course I am fucking jealous of that, wouldn't anyone? I do trust her when she tells me there is nothing to worry about. She made it clear that there is no desire from her side of ever getting back together with him. Honestly, even if she would break that promise I could never hate her, the end goals will always be her happiness, but it still frustrates me.
I walk to the table, where Namjoon and Jin are already awake, preparing breakfast.
„Morning." - I greet them, while a yawn escapes my mouth. I didn't really get much sleep last night, my mind being preoccupied with the worst scenarios involving a beautiful angel and one of my best friends.
No one knows about us, so even if Yoongi would make a move, which I think someday will come, do I have the right to be angry at him? He is as clueless as the others about my relationship with Alice, so there are no boundaries to cross if they weren't ever specified. This is so frustrating! I just wish for the day to come, when me and her can be ourselves in front of everybody. If you ask me, I would do it right here right now. I would go to her tent, take her out and kiss her in front of everybody...over and over again. And I almost do that, but Alice's voice echoes through my ears, calming me, respecting her wish to not do so.
We have gotten so close, that I'm sure she has strong feelings for me, as do I for her. If that would be the only problem, we would be sharing a tent right now, my lips would be all over her body, while her beautiful voice would be heard by the universe. Unfortunately, there is one more thing which overpowers everything. Yoongi. I think this is what makes me the most mad, that we can't be official, we need to hide, only because he would obviously not take it well.
The night before the trip, she packed beforehand and came over to my place. Her worries were all over the place, not knowing how to handle herself with me and Yoongi in the same car. I calmed her fears away with endless kisses, her body melting into my arms. Alice told me what scares her the most, how she fears Yoongi's reaction finding out about me and her. He would put up a wall so thick, that not even her could break through it. We all know how Yoongi can get when he feels betrayed, it's not a nice sight. Especially when it comes to her, his most protected treasure. It's almost surreal how much he would do for her, but accepting this what we have, will take some closure on his side first. If he still loves her, which I think he does, nothing good will come out if the truth spills out.
