How Could I? -Elliott With 2 T's FanFic-

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It's been a while since Elliott and I have started what I might call "a friendship."

It all started the day I finally had the opportunity to go see her performing a week after I decided to move to Las Vegas.
I still remember that night as the most special of my entire life, the night in which I finally met the person who had been my idol and "something else" for about 3 years. It was a night that changed my life forever, I remember the nerves invaded my whole body and did not let me speak well, I trembled and stuttered without being able to control myself. The night passed, Elliott's performance was over and I still didn't had the courage to give her that gift I had made for her with such enthusiasm, It was a small box with some details that I considered important as well as a bouquet of white roses, the small box wrapped in blue wrapping paper that had little flamingos printed on it, all adorned with a pink bow on top of the box. When I finally had enough courage to speak to Elliott, I approached her walking with a tremor in my legs and accelerated heartbeats, she looked more beautiful than ever that night.
She was talking to a person and I subtly touched her back while I said a couple of words with a tone that was just as nervous as excited;

- Excuse me... Elliott? - I said while my heart was beating stronger and stronger.

- Oh, Hey! Can I help you? - she turned around and our eyes met for the first time ever.

My eyes widened in amazement and my lips were shaking just like my hands. While she looked at me waiting for an answer, I steeled myself inside.

- Oh god, sorry, i'm so nervous! - I laughed shyly - Hi Elliott! My god i can't believe i'm finally here, I have been your biggest fan for so long and I've never had the opportunity to come to one of your performances and meet you... so tonight is the best night of my whole life! - I was still shaking and tears of emotion lined up to come out of my eyes.

I couldn't finish the sentence because I started crying, I felt like such a fool, I was embarrassed that Elliott would see me like this, but I couldn't help it.

- Oh no! Please don't cry... Darling, how sweet. - Elliott giggled as she came closer to me.

Suddenly Elliott hugged me subtly while trying to calm me down, I had so many things to say but I couldn't get a single word out. My God, she's hugging me! This is something I only thought could happen in my wildest dreams, it's something I had been fantasizing about for so long and thought it was impossible, but the present was in charge of showing me that it was'nt.

- I traveled all the way here just to come see you... And I hope you accept this gift that I want to give you, it is my way of thanking you for having brought joy to my life. - I told her.

While she hugged me I was holding the box and the bouquet of flowers that were for her, she let go of the hug and looked at my hands curiously.

- Thank you very much! I'm sure I'll love it. - She let out an adorable sigh.- You're so sweet, I love that you're here, tell me, did you like the show? I hope your trip here has been worth it. - Elliott laughed.

I held out my hands and Elliott took the box first, I knew she loved flamingos and that's why the wrapping paper had that pattern on it, I don't know if she noticed that detail, because as soon as she took the box she tore the paper to discover what was inside.

- Oh my God! I love it! This is too much! - She smiled. - Did you make this? It's so amazing!

- Yes! I did it myself, i'm glad you liked it, 'cause it means so much to me! - I said while wipping away one of my tears with my right hand.

What was in the box? I don't want to go into exact details, but it was something that meant a lot to me and that I had done myself for Elliott, along with something I bought for her and i thought she'd like.

After it, Elliott took the bouquet and also thanked me for it, I asked her if I could take a picture with her and she said yes. Surprisingly for me, Elliott and I had a quite long and pleasant conversation, between laughs and stories we spent a good time, until she said she had to go because she was also performing in another place that night, and we said goodbye.

That's where it all started, in the place where we met for the first time, rather she met me, because before that, I knew almost everything about her even though she didn't even know I existed.

She performed every Sunday at that place so since I had moved to the city, I went every Sunday to see her performing, and she always recognized me, it got to a point where she always sat at my table and we talked over drinks for a good while.
This is how months went by, me going to see Elliott every Sunday and having entertaining conversations with her.

One day, we exchanged phone numbers.
Of course I was completely shocked, I couldn't believe I had gone from dreaming about Elliott every day to having her phone number and even visiting her at home a couple of times.

For me it was still impossible to believe that my idol and on top of that the person I had been in love with for years was talking to me, Yeah, because that's what happens, I've been madly in love with Elliott ever since I first saw her.
I had never felt this way before, but Elliott awakens in me the classic feelings and sensations that, like a cliché, people use to describe how love feels.
That sigh accompanied by an unmistakable sparkle in your eyes when you see a photo of that someone, that feeling of your heart racing every time they notice you, That way of paying attention to them and wanting to know as much as possible about them because of the interest they arouse in you, also getting nervous every time you see them talking or even say your name, every day thinking and dreaming about them without stopping, dreaming asleep, daydreaming... Besides that impossible and distant hope that wherever they are, they would also think of you.
The moment I saw her I was captivated, I couldn't explain why, there was just something about her that attracted me too much, maybe it was her beautiful and attractive smile, perhaps it was her beautiful face that gave off such lovely energy, maybe her cute and unique way of laughing, It could have been her personality, voice and way of expressing herself that made me realize that I had feelings for her.

When i saw her out of drag, my heart began to race faster than that first time, seeing her out of drag woke things up in me. He has this beautiful light hair that looks so soft and shiny, accompanied by this smile that drives me so crazy and these big, expressive blue eyes, his rosy lips that are so thin but so beautiful, framing his face some gorgeus cheekbones, his gorgeus jaw, a divine blush that sometimes adorns his perfect skin, and his beautiful and so unique nose that he hates since he was a child, but for me it is one of his most precious features. He is the most beautiful person I have ever seen...