A Best Friend To A Boyfriend

Chapter 6

•Kristen's POV•
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"Kristen?" Shawn said.

I shacked my head to wake myself up.

"Sorry"

"You ok?"

"Yeah just dazed for a second"

"Oh well you ready to go?"

I nodded. We went in his car and drove to an outside mall. The whole time my mind was somewhere else. I was thinking about shawn. I cant like him. Theres no way i do. Why would i all of the sudden like him?

Shawn looked like he knew something was weird.

"You ok?" He asked as were walking around.

"Um yeah" im not really listening.

"Kristen?"

I didnt answer. All of the sudden my mind wakes up from Shawn grabbing my arms and facing me. He looked worried.

"Whats wrong?" He was concerned.

"Just a lot on my mind"

"You can talk to me you know that"

He cares so much. I didnt say anything i just hugged him. If he didnt feel the same way if i tell him then it would be like me and Cameron a the moment.

"How about we head to your house. You seem really weird"

"I think thats good"

We head to my place and while he made cocoa i put on pjs. He was treating me like i was sick but i liked it. I came down to see a mini mouse much with cocoa and loads of whipped cream.

"Thanks!" I say to Shawn.

"Of course" he smiled.

As Shawn is about to say something there is a knock at the door.

"Ill get it" i said.

I put my mug down and open the door. Matt stomps in and goes to the kitchen and i follow him confused.

"Matt?" Shawn is confused.

"Where have you been?!" He yells.

"Uh with Kristen"

"We were gonna help the guys make vines today!"

"Oh my god! Man im so sorry!"

"Matt it wasnt his fault! Ive been weird and he is just being a good friend" i explain.

He sighs.

"Just dont miss it again please"

"I wont. I swear"

"Ok well ill have you two love birds have fun" he laughs.

"Shut up" shawn says.

Matt leaves and me and Shawn stand there quiet drinking our cocoa.

"Why have you been weird" Shawn broke the silence.

"I dont know" i lied.

"Depression?"

"More like confused" i explain.

"Your never like this...im worried"

"Ill be fine i just need to think"

"About what?" He asked.

He really wanted to know. He wanted to help me but this is something he couldnt.

"I dont know. Life?"

"Your life is great. Is it family problems?"

"No my family is fine"

He is quiet for a second thinking.

"Oh my god. Its Cameron isnt it?!"

"Maybe"

"Do you think you want to be with him?"

Not with him....

"I dont know cameron! Im just confused. I need to just...ugh!" I was going even more crazy.

"I want to help you"

"This isnt something you can help me on"

"Why?"

"I cant tell you!"

"So you do know why!" He starts yelling.

I didnt know what to do so i stormed outside. It was pouring rain but i didnt care. Im i in a fight with Shawn that hasnt happened in years?

I sit on a bench. I was confused and now im soaked and gonna get sick.

I saw Shawn outside running towards me.

"Kristen" he is catching his breath.

"Shawn you cant help me.."

"I know but if this is about Cameron...i have to tell you something" he looked nervous.
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