A Best Friend To A Boyfriend

Chapter 18

•Kristen's POV•
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I woke up to my bed covered in tissues. Cried more than i thought. I got and looked at the time.

11:00am

I changed into some shorts and a tank top. I did my make up. I had to do more than usual because of how much i cried last night and how tired i still am. I put my hair in a pony tail.

I passed time by going on my phone and laptop. Checking Emails and instagram. There was tons of pictures from the party. Fans of course were reposting them. There was one with me, Andrea, Nash, and Matt. Its one of my favorite pictures.

Eventually it was time to go. I headed to Shawn's house nervous. I just didnt think it was gonna end good. I listened to the radio and Shut Up and Dance played. As much as i love that song i was not in the mood to dance.

I finally got to Shawns house. I took a deep breath. I kept saying to stay calm and let him talk. I know Shawn, the last thing he is is a cheater. Unless im stupid. No! Shut up Kristen. You love him. But he is a cheater. Well we dont know that. I mean we did him kissing. Ugh. Just go in!

I walked up to the door and rang the doorbell. Shawn opened the door. He looked awful. Sorry but he looked like a reck. Maybe even more then i am under this makeup.

"Uh come in" he looked down.

"Thanks" i walked in and sat on his couch.

He sat next to me and took a deep breath. It was just me and him. No one else was here.

"Look Kristen. I know what you saw looked bad. And it was. But...but..ah god how do i explain this" he said.

"Why did you?" I asked.

"I didnt want to" he said.

"Then why were your lips touching and not to mention tongues down each others necks" i was getting a little heated. Calm down.

"Ok your not gonna believe me when i say this" he started.

"But i think i was somewhat drugged" he continued.

He was right. I didnt believe him.

"Drugged?" i laughed a little.

"Hear me out. Alexa gave me a drink she said she made before we went upstairs. I swear it tasted like gross medicine. Then she took me upstairs to talk..."

He continued his story of how he didnt want to kiss her but also did. He also said he was sick the whole night and still is. That explains why he looks so sick and beaten down.

I somewhat believed him. It was a crazy story i know but theres no way Shawn can just come up with that. As im about to say something my phone goes off. I look and it was from Cam.

Cam: hey want to get fro yo and go to the mall?

Cam: think you should get your mind off HIM. Idk if saying his name hurts you soo

Cam: sorry im bad at this.

"Kristen?" Shawn said.

"Sorry its Cam" i replied.

I set my phone down.

"Anyways...i believe you"

"Really?!" His eyes lit up.

"Yes. I know you Shawn and you arnt that good at lying. I will say though if i ever see that again. I wont have you explain" i warn.

He hugged me. It felt good being in his arms again. Even if we were in a fight for such a short time.