Shattered Hearts [La Costa Organósi #1]

CHAPTER 8

I WOKE up because of sun rays. I open my eyes and saw Pietro—Wait! Pietro?! Agad akong napabangon pero agad na napahiga rin ng sumakit ang pang-ibaba ko. Saka ko lang naalala ang nangyari kagabi. I gave my virginity to this *ssh-le! Agad akong pinamulahan sa hiya. Dahan-dahan akong bumangon at lumabas. Napahilamos ako saaking muka. Manang Sonya was there looking at me confusely. Maybe She's confuse why I'm walking like a fvcking baldado. D-mn, Hindi talaga ako nag-iisip. I massage my head. Agad akong naligo sa banyo saka nagbihis. Nakalimutan kong may pupuntahan pa ako ngayon. I sigh and dress up.

A message pop out from my phone. I check it. It MJ.

From: Mjay

‘I'm here at the underground. San kana?’

I tilted my head while holding my phone.

To: Mjay

‘I'm coming. Wait for me.’

I am ready to go when someone speaks behind me. Make my heart beats.

“Hey, Goodmorning.” He said. Nakabihis narin sya ng pampaopisina nya. I turn and froze when He kisses my lips. Fvck! Keep fvcking calm, Venreah! You can't be like this infront of him. Fvck!

“G-Goodmorning.” I gulp. He smiled at me. He's so close to me. I could hear his heavy breathing. His hand is on his pocket looking at me like I'm a precious gold. I clear my throat and step away from him. I'm feeling awkward. Fvck this. I look away from him. I hear him chuckle. He looks amuse. I roll my eyes.

“Where are you going? Are you okay?” He ask me looking my downthere. I glare at him. He just chuckle at me. I roll my eyes.

“Sorry. By the way, I'm going to company. I would home late. Sana sa pagdating ko ay nandito kana.” He said at me. Unexpectedly, He kissed ny forehead, “Behave, Okay? Be safe. Be home early.” He said while holding my cheeks. Again, He kissed me and leave me dumbfounded. I shook my head. D-mn. I shouldn't stop acting like this. Fvck. It could ruin my plan.

My phone ring. Mj name popped out. He's calling me now.

“Where the h-ll are you? I'm here at the Racing Track together with Ren, Ceru, at Dan. T-nginamo. Ang tagal mo ha. Pinaglihi kaba sa t-nginang pagong nayan?” I roll my eyes. I could imagine his face right now. Hands on his waist and his grumpy face. T-ngina nya talaga. Mj is Hiru, His name was Hirunjay Michael, D-mn. His name was fvcking ugly like his face.

“T-nginamo, Papunta na nga. Kakagising kolang. Wait me, Okay? Tell Ren that I will be late a bit.” I said. I hear him sigh. He expect it. Alam na nya na yun ang isasagot ko. He knows me well because He's my fvcking bestfriend. I still remembers him when We we're fourth year college. He always on my side whenever I saw Pietro and Kim having a date. He will destruct me. Sinamahan nya rin ako nung magdecide akong pumunta sa probinsya to heal.

“Okay. Be safe. Don't do speed driving. Your not on a race. Don't play in the road, Ven. I'm telling you, I will beat you up.” He said. I roll my eyes. Muka talaga syang tatay saakin tapos si Ceru ang nanay. T-ngina nila. Palagi nalang akong pinagbabawalan sa buhay ko.

“Oo na. Sige, Papunta na ako.” Naiiritang sabi ko sakanya at pinatay ang tawag. Agad akong lumakad palabas. Naabutan ko si Pietro na nasa labas. May kausap sya. Agad syang napatingin saakin. I look at him too. May kasama sya at si Kim iyon. Nanginig ako sa galit. Napatingin sila saakin. Kim froze as well as Pietro.Tsk. I smirk on them and walk closer to them. Agad na tumayo si Kim at lumapit saakin.

“H-Hey, Ven. N-Nag-uusap lang k-kami ni Pietro. Uhm... Maniwala ka.” She said explaining. I raise my brow on her.

“Tsk. Ano bang pinag-uusapan nyo? Papahirapan nyo na naman ako? Tsk. Sabihin nyo nga, Ano ba talagang plano nyo sakin? May hindi paba nakukuha kayong dalawa mula sakin?” I said didn't hide the angriness on my voice. I saw Pietro eyes widen. Kim eyes watered looking at me. Agad syang napagawak sa tyan nya at natumba. Ngayon kolang napansin na malaki ito. T-T-ngina, Buntis sya!

“Magkakaanak na pala kayo, Pietro? Bat mo naman ako naisipang pakasalan? It supposed to be her, right? Because She's carrying your son. Why me? You want to use me again, Hmm?” I didn't even help Kim. Pietro did. Nanlilisik ang kanyang mga mata habang nakatingin saakin. He pull me inside after calming Kim.

“What the hell, Ven?! Di mo ba alam na buntis sya?! Why can't you be nice to her just this once?! It can affect the baby! D-mmit!” He slammed the table near us. Napatingin ang mga katulong sakanyang ginawa. I look at him and smirk.

“Why would I be nice to her? She was one of the people who kill my parents?! And the other one is you. Did you remember what you two did to me?! You two fvcking steal our money! That cause Dad and mom depressed! Huh?! I would be happy if You fvcking get me back to the province where I belong. Hindi moba naiintindihan, Pietro? I fvcking hate this place at you two. The fact that, You two ruin my fvcking precious life! Took our money! How can you two fvcking face me like nothing fvcking happened?! You thick-faced motherfvcker!” I shouted on his face. His jaw clench. I secretly smirk. I'll hurt you more, Pietro.

“Hindi kasama ang baby sa pagnakaw namin, Ven! D-mn! Wag mo syang idamay sa galit mo!” I raise my brow. Sarcastically smile at him. Namumula na ang buong muka nya sa galit. I never felt scared though. D-mn.

“So what?! Hindi naman mangyayari to kung hindi moko binalik dito diba? Kung hinayaan mokong ituloy ang tahimik kong buhay sa probinsya edi sana hindi maapektuhan ang baby nyo.” I said on him. Napasabunot sya sa kanyang buhok.

“Ano namang magiging buhay mo don sa nakakasukal na lugar na iyon, Ven?! Fighting everyday?! Killing everyday?! Illegal racing?! Fvck it, Ven! Wala kang magiging future don!” He shouted back on me.

“Mas masukal pa kayong dalawa kesa sa lugar na yon! T-ngina. Anong karapatan mong sabihin na masukal ang lugar na iyon?! Staka, Ano bang pakialam mo kung makipag-away ako, Makikipagpatayan ako?!” I shouted at him back too. Not minding maids around. I don't give a fvck about them.

“T-ngina, Ven! Ikakamamatay mo iyon! Hindi kaba nag-iisip, Ha?! You can fvcking die there! You don't belong to that stinky place! You fvcking belong here! Fvcking belong to me!” Matigas na ani nya saakin. I clench my fist looking at him angrily, “Kinuha kita doon dahil ikamamatay mo ang lugar na iyon!” He sniff. Umiiyak narin sya habang nakatingin saakin. “T-ngina, Ven! Sawang sawa na ako! Pagod na pagod na ako! Ano bang gusto mong gawin ko para mapatawad moko?!” Bumagsik ang aking anyo. Hindi ko pinansin ang huling sinabi nya.

“Edi mabuti! Pvtangina! Masaya nga iyon eh. Masarap ang mamatay, Pietro dahil sa wakas, Matutupad narin ang pangarap kong makasama ang magulang ko! Gusto kong humingi ng tawad dahil sa pagtitiwala ko sainyong dalawa ni Kim! Gusto kong humingi ng tawad dahil minahal at pinagkatiwalaan kita.” I said while gritting my teeth. Matalim ang aking tingin.

“Venreah...” I smile bitterly on him.

“Sana nga namatay nalang ako kasama sila. Para hindi kona maexperience gaano kahirap mabuhay lalong lalo na kung kasama mo ang taong dahilan kung bakit ka naghihirap... Sana nga pinatay nyo nalang ako ng makuha nyo ang pera namin kase hindi ko na kaya! Pagod na pagod na rin ako sa buhay ko, Pietro. Hindi lang ikaw ang pagod. Ako! Pagod na pagod na pagod na!” Hinihingal ako pagkatapos kong sabihin iyon sakanya.

“Kaya wala kang karapatan na sabihing pagod kana sakin. Hindi mo alam kung anong pinagdaanan ko—namin ng pamilya ko pagkatapos nyo kaming nakawan ng pera, Ari-arian, at companya! Dahil sa ating dalawa! Ako ang mas naghirap! Kayong dalawa ni Kim nagpapakasaya sa pera namin habang kami? Si Papa pinapatay ang sarili sa alak. Si Mama umiiyak ng tahimik habang ako? Wala akong magawa! Dahil yon saenyo, Pietro! Dahil. Yun. Sainyong dalawa!” Dinuro ko sya sa muka. Agad akong umalis doon at iniwan sya. Pinunasan ko ang luha ko bago sumakay sa kotse kong bigay ni Mjay.

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