Love and Luscious Curves (The Girl Who Found Self-Love)

Chapter 2 " It's not available in XL"

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About the boy - Little Mix

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Boys in the Summer - Jessie James

Beautiful People - Cher Lloyd

Love You Like A Love Song - Selena Gomez

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I'm going to see Aaron for the first time after holidays. My friends always tell me to confess my liking towards him, but they don't get it.

He doesn't date girls like me. He chooses the one with attractive looks and a model figure.

Even if I confess there is no chance that he will like me back. So I buried that thought deep in my mind.
"Earth to Shanny!" Sara yelled.
"I've been trying to catch your attention and all you do is stare into the blank space, what's wrong?" she asked being worried about me.
"Oh, sorry I zoned out" I replied.

"I guess she is day dreaming about Aaron again Sara" Kim said sticking her tongue out at me.
"Shannon, you seriously have to consider telling him that you loooovvveee  him." Sara said exaggerating the love part.
"I'm not in love with him Sara, I just think he is cute" I said trying to cover up the blush creeping onto my face.
"Someone's blushing" she cooed.

"I'm not! Now please if your business of teasing me is done, I'm going to my class, I don't want detention on the first day."
I swear my friends can win an award for 'who can embarrass your friend the most'.
"See you later bitches." Kim yelled.
We headed out to our classes. Sara and I share a same class, which is math.
Mrs Smith started her lecture and I tried listening to her. A piece of paper hit me, ignoring it I tried to pay attention to the class when another hit me on my head.
I glared at Parker, the one who always throws pieces of paper at me during the class.

"Stop annoying me you idiot, I'm trying to concentrate here." I whisper yelled.

He threw another piece of paper, that ƒucking idiot. Read me the paper said.

'Shawn is crazy about you. He wants to talk to you'.
Both Shawn and Parker are guys from Math class I rarely talk to.

I glared at him and turned to pay attention to what Mrs Smith was saying. I threw the paper at Sara. When she read what was written in it she smiled from ear to ear.
She always tries to find ways to hook me up with different guys, and now that she has got a chance to "yay" she yelled.

Mrs Smith glared at us both "Miss Keller and Miss Young, I would appreciate if you do not so any such act which will make me give you both a detention." she warned us.

I sighed in relief when the bell rang and headed towards the exit, I stopped when someone tugged my arm, "Shawn will be there at the party tonight."Parker said before disappearing into the crowd.

When I entered my English class I saw Aaron talking to Ashley. He caught me staring at him when he looked up to see who entered the class. Our gazes were locked until he looked away.
I took a seat next to Ashley, and Aaron was behind her. Sabrina entered the class and scanned the room.

There were only two seats left in the class. One next to me and the other at the corner of the class. I was seriously hoping that she'd take the corner seat, just when she sat next to me. "Ash! Look at the top I'm wearing, isn't it cute? I bought it in London." Sabrina asked Ashley.

"Yeah, it's cool" Ashley replied being bored of the conversation they are having.

She turned to me and grinned, "Do you think it's nice?" she asked me.

"Yeah, it's cute" I replied. I stared into my book not wanting to extend the conversation 'cause I knew where it will lead to. And just when I thought about it, she said "Sorry sweets, last time I checked in, it was not available in XL"

I felt tears forming in my eyes but I soon forced them back. Aaron just shrugged looking at me.

I want this day to end already.

As soon as I got into my room, I slammed the door and looked at myself in the mirror. I winced at the reflection. All I could see was lumps of fat everywhere. I fell onto my comfy bed, hugged my teddy bear and started crying.

Hey, don't judge me. I still like sleeping with a teddy bear.

 I stared at the ceiling as if it was the most interesting thing in the world. I took a glance at my room, grey walls with huge windows, red curtains hung on them and a closet with full of over sized clothing.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.
I sighed and answered the call "Hey Sar, what's up?"
"Did Parker mention about Shawn going to the party tonight?" She asked.

"Yeah, why?"
"We are going" she said. "You should talk to Shawn."

"Sara, please don't try to hook me up with Shawn please" I requested.

"No way! I'm not going to let this chance go" she yelled. "Kim and I will help you get ready for the party".

"But I don't like him and I don't even know him, whatever Parker said must be false, Shawn cant like girls like me!" I protested.

Shawn was a good looking guy but nothing compared to Aaron.

"What do you mean a girl like you?" she sighed.
"You have the curves that every girl wants babe, and physical appearance will never change what you are".

By curves she meant my booty and rack. They are as big as Nicki Minja's. Okay this is called exaggerating.

"I'll be at your place by 7."

I mumbled a bye and ended the call. I hated parties. Being drunk is fine, but the idea of grinding against guys among all the sweat bodies sounds disgusting!

Oh joy! Now I have to attend a party!

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I know, there is nothing productive in this chapter but the next chapter will cover it up.

- Sasha XX