NEW LOVE

10

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  Fucking Loui always doing the opposite of what I tell her, I don't want her to embarrass me I hide my face in my hands. 'Fuck shit she's actually talking to her' I mean I would've came around to doing it I think..

I see them walking my way the amount of butterflies I'm feeling right now is new to me, I see her drown her drink 'I could do the same if I had one right now' they're now infront of me.

My eyes scanning over the Carmel skin beauty I'm speechless she is truly a sight for sore eyes. She reaches her hand out and every fiber in my body is on fire I feel as if I've been electrocuted. "I'm Par"

she starts but some girl calls her name, I don't like her already something off with her vibe. She gives us a fake ass smile and whispers something to Par since she couldn't finish her name.

She tells us she's going to dance with her friend I notice she emphasized the word 'friend' that brings a slight smile to my face. Seeing the girl 'yes I know her name but im not gonna use it' wrap her arms around Par, I feel my chest tighten and my stomach drop at the sight of her touching what's mine 'whoa whoa chill she is not yours' I tell myself.

Par looks at me and tells me not to go far oh I didn't plan on it for the first time in my life I actually wanted someone. I felt an instant connection when our eyes met she makes me feel things tingly things in my girly part.

Something I've never felt before making me press my legs together and bit my lower lip. "Whoa whats going on with you? You're looking like a snake over there squirming like that"

I laugh at my best friend "she make me feel... alive something new like she's awaken something in me that's been asleep for so long" I see my bestfriend with the biggest smile on her face she squeals and pulls me into a hug saying "I'm so happy for you!"

Happy? huh seeing the confused look on my face "I've never seen you so interested in someone let alone getting your panties wet!" I punch her "my panties aren't wet" I defend myself but I know I'm lying I feel the wetness more than ever.

"Ha explain the tight legs than" I look away embarrassed I see that girl grinding on Par seems they're both enjoying this dance so much for being friends. I than see Par walk to the bathroom.

Not too far behind her I see that girl and my heart sinks to my stomach already knowing whats going to happen I want to get out of here now. I look at Loui and she has this 'im sorry' look on her face.

I just shake my head and pull her to leave, "she likes you I know she does she was looking at you all night" Loui says 'well looks like her and her friend have other ideas' I think.

Loui grabs my hand and pulls me to the direction of the bathroom trying to get out of her grip which doesn't work we tried to open the door but its locked. I feel my heartbreak 'I know I shouldn't feel like this but fuck I can't help it' we hear moans and at that point I bolt out of there in tears.

Like my mother always told me nobody will ever love me.