NEW LOVE

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*New book cover*

Struggling to open my eyes I feel coldness. 'I know she didn't leave me here alone to wake up I hate that' forcing my eyes open I see the spot next to me empty.

My body is aching all over in the most pleasurable way possible. I squeeze my legs shut to stop the feeling that's arising inside of me. I shut my eyes and take a deep breath, rolling out of bed I rub my stomach "I can't wait till you all are here with us."

Walking into our en-suite I do my morning routine. As I open the bedroom door I'm hit with the smell of blueberry pancakes. 'so this is what she was up to' I smile as I walk down the stairs.

"Mmm this smells delicious but you left me all alone in bed" I say with a pout as my arms wrap around her body from behind. I feel her chuckle against my body "you looked so wore out I just couldn't bring myself to wake you so I decided to feed my basketball team ."

I fall into a heartfelt laughter "yes well this basketball team is ready to eat so hurry up" I say slapping her ass as I walk away. She looks back at me and raises her brow and smirk. "Ya little nasty" I tell her taking my seat at the food bar.

She leans over the counter to kiss me. "That's more like it next time kiss me first" I give her a 'who you talking to look' "I mean I love your kisses and I need them in the morning so don't forget" I smile giving her a nod she's turns around and I see her release a breathe marking me laugh.

"You're using this pregnancy against me so much I hate it." She says to me making me feel guilty because I know I do and blame the hormones. Even though it's not always the hormones, she serves me my plate and sits next to me.

"You're right I am I guess I'm still kinda mad you left me for damn near half my pregnancy" I hear her fork drop and the chair gliding back.

"How many time do I have to say I'm sorry?! I did it to protect you all I never wanted to leave damnit!" She yells and walks to our room, this is all my fault shit.

I sit there and eat because of course I have to feed our babies. I hear her coming down the stairs I see she's dress up. "Oh.. where are you going? I ask her she doesn't even respond "I'm fucking talking to you!" I yell this time still no response.

She grabs the keys off the hanger and walks to the garage, making me get out of my seat. "Look at you! Doing what you do best fucking leaving!" I can hear my voice crack she's fucking leaving me again after she promised not to.

"Yeah don't wait up for me tonight" she says hopping unto her bike and speeding off but not before I yell words I know I didn't mean "I hate you! We don't need you don't come back!"