NEW LOVE

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Sleep. I have no idea what that is anymore. It's been a week and I haven't slept more than 24 hours. I am exhausted, diaper change after diaper change. Milk bottle after milk bottle, only thing we're lucky on is they're all easy going. They don't cry a lot well Zaria does, she requires the most attention.

She remind me of her mother, but I love all my babies with my whole heart. Our whole family has been such a big help. With just us two and four of them we are outnumbered.

I'm finally able to sit down and take a breather. "Didn't know it would be this much work" I say to Laya as she's cleaning the baby bottles in the kitchen. She doesn't have to but she loves doing all the mommy things for the kids.

"Paris it's four kids of course it was going to be a lot of work" she says laughing at me. "Yeah yeah I know but shit" she turns around and glares at me making me squirm in my seat.

"I mean I love it I do I'm just sleepy baby I love my sleep and I can't sleep anymore" I whine out to her. I can see her soften at my words she walk around to me standing between my legs.

"Hey look at me" she says while taking the sides of my face into her hands. "You. WE are doing amazing as long as we do this together we can get through this. It's only been a week we have a lifetime to go. I love you go take a nap I'll finish this"

I love this woman she knows how to calm me down. She's my anchor in all of this. "I needed to hear that thank you I love you" I lean up and kiss her. It feel like it's been so long since we've had any physical contact.

We both sigh in content when our lips meet. Wrapping my hands around her waist I pull her into me. Deepening the kiss I miss her soft lips the taste of her tongue. I feel shock waves through my whole body I miss this.

"Mmm I miss your kisses" I say pulling back from her. I can see her eyes are a darker shade of brown. "I-I mhm me too" she takes a step back I pull her before she could go any further.

"Oh no you don't we can't have sex but we can do a lot of other things" my voice reaches an octave tone. I can hear her whimpering at my words. "You don't seem so tired anymore I see"

She can barely get the words out from her ragged breathing. Just as I was about to kiss her again we hear a baby cry. "Ugh these kids are such cock blockers!"

"Hey! Don't say that about my babies!" She says hitting my arms while laughing. "I just want some lovvvveeeeee"

"Wow with all this whining I think I have 5 babies" I glare at her making her laugh. And we hear another cry. I don't understand it seems when one cries they all cry.

Of course Zaria started the whole gang up. "It's always you you're just like your mama my little princess want all the attention" I say cooing her. Laya had Parish in her arms feeding him he eats the most.

Zaria looks at me and the little monster smirks at me! "You understand me don't you? I knew it you little rascal" I say kissing all over her face. Now I wouldn't say she's my favorite kid but yeah she's my favorite.

"She's going to have you wrapped around her finger" I hear Laya say to me. I look down to see sucking on her hands. She does this when she's hungry. I grab a bottle of breast milk and feed her.

After feeding and putting those two back to sleep. You can guess right the other two wake up ready for their meal. After getting all four babies back to sleep we go into the kitchen.

I can smell the food I'm starving. "Angela this smells amazing" Laya finishes the bottles just in time for us to eat.

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Paris is asleep she's been such a good partner. I couldn't do this without her. I'm sitting in my office going over some work details. Since the babies I've been designing baby clothes left and right. The collection will drop on Valentine's days.

My dad has moved in with Paris brother. They're very happy together and that's all I care about. Loui has finally got the balls to talk to her mystery girl. Who I've come to know as Isabella. She's very beautiful and sweet. She's exactly what Loui needs.

Loui thinks she's pregnant. She's been having morning sickness and cravings. It's funny because all her cravings are literally Paris favorite foods. Paris will have no parental rights over her kid. She's signed her rights away as a parent.

We will be the god parents. Just as she is to our four babies. Everything is going so good after everything that's been going on it feels good to finally have peace.

But I know peace doesn't last too long something always come up and smacks me in the face.