𝔼𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕚𝕡𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 【𝘴𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘰 𝘊𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦】

||True route||

Second P.O.V

You felt Katsuki's grip slightly tighten on your arm when you were taking too long to decide. You understood that but it was just so fucking hard! You knew that every choice you make is a wrong one.

Technically, things would get even worse if you left the male holding you at the moment. It's Katsuki for fuck's sake.
But leaving and letting Eijiro protect you is also a choice. He's been a hero for a while now so you didn't see a reason why he couldn't defend you from one man.
But... You know.. Katsuki is dedicated. You know so damn well he'd do anything and everything for you even if it meant the fucking end of the universe as it is now.
On the other hand, Eijiro is your husband. You're happy together and he intends to love you in a healthy way. Plus you have a doggie back at home who loves you both very much.
Why is this so fucking hard...

"I uhm..." Your mind ran havoc, nor being able to actually precess everything; the situation, the aftermath, the outcomes, nothing.
It seemed like a dead end in every route you'd take. Whatever you imagined the things would look like, it ended messy.

You don't want anymore of this. Never again.
There was too much blood shed already, on your hands, in your brain, before your eyes.

You wanted to choose your husband so bad but you also wanted to choose Katsuki in order to stop his carnage.
Your mind practically relapsed, hurting like a bitch.

"I uh..." You breathed out, trying your hardest not to get a panic attract or anything.

"I just want a fucking break!" You yelled, your voice breaking along the sentence. You broke out of Katsuki's arms, running past Eijiro and the police officers and ran straight where your legs lead you.

The two men yelled at you as they watched you escape the scene.
The blond decided to run after you immediately and Eijiro followed after him. Sure, they are heros and they are fit and all that, but you somehow ran all the way to the nearest woods without even knowing and then not managing to catch up to you.

You ran deeper into the forest, snapping twigs, crunching leafs, alerting nearby wildlife as you ran by. Tears fell from your eyes as the sickness of life piled up in your head.
No more blood, no more fights for who is who's. Let it all stop.

The two mad men lost sight of you edventually, returning back to discuss what to do.

But you still ran. You ran and ran until you reached the near cliff you often visited with Buddy since the view is immaculate.
Your legs stopped there, your eyes fixated onto the scenery and the pretty sky.

You panted, getting your energy back as you enjoyed the first drop of freedom you haven't felt in... Forever.

You sat down, your head in your hands. No tears would come. Only frustration, regret and wishing for things to be different settled in your system.

Your eyes couldn't help but to wonder, eyeing the edge of the cliff in such a nice manner. Your pupils danced along the line.
Then you brain decided on an easy, cowardly way out. But it's is a way to stop the blood shed.
... Hopefully.

You stood up, walking to edge not really feeling worried or bored or anything edgy. You were actually... Happy to be free. Now you'll fly, that's the purest form of freedom, isn't it?

~

Eijiro's eyes waterer almost immediately after they fell on you. The police offices — those who got sent out to search for your whereabouts since he and Katsuki finally got along and decided to inform the police station to send a team — warner him that he probably wouldn't like the scene.
But he didn't listen. They found you and that's all that mattered to him at the time.
But now, he wished he didn't have to see you like this.

Your body was covered with dried blood, your expression held one of eternal shock and it was just a scene he never wanted to see you in.

Eijiro dropped to his knees, taking your hand unit his and immediately crying into the back of your hand. He nuzzled into your limp hand as if you were still alive.
He cursed himself, cursed Katsuki, cursed this cruel world.

His tears soon got out of control and his breath came short if it even came. He wanted you back.
"My poor boy..." He managed to sob out once his lungs made it possible. "I'm so sorry. I'm so so sorry." His voice was weak and shaky.

Katsuki on the other hand just stared. He couldn't get his eyes off of the corpse in front of him.
He also didn't want to see this outcome. Only if you chose him and that would be the end of the story.

His eyes were wide and his breath wouldn't come out at all. His mind was blank and his hands slightly shook.

What is he supposed to do now? You're gone. Nothing else that wasn't you didn't matter to him his whole life, hance why he was so fixated on you the whole time that he didn't do anything else other than try to get your love over and over again.

His life lost purpose to him now.
Heck, both of the boys' life lost purpose.

Now you're gone. Forever. What are they supposed to do? They can't live on without you.
Buddy sure would be this destroyed too if he was aware...

Maybe they can meet you in the afterlife? Yeah, that seems valid enough.
You killed yourself, so why can't they follow you?

'*.〜♡