A New Kind of Drunk (BoyxBoy)

Can love be real?

I shall update again soon. Enjoy!

This kiss. Was like none others I have had with him. For some reason, it was more shocking and delectable then anything... ever. It was like I was on a rollarcoaster and my stomach couldn't take the butterflies anymore, I wanted to puke, but in a good way. In a way that made my heart skip a beat and my leg want to pop up towards my back, like in those cheesy movies.

Almost instantly I pulled away., but no one will realize exactly how hard that was; trying to pry my mouth away with from a kiss so... amazing.

I closed my eyes, holding my mouth and looking away, my face on fire and my legs almost about to collapse. 

"Aw c'mon," Ty said through his cracked voice, "I'm not that bad at kissing am I?" I looked back and saw his beautiful face, injured with scars and bruises, but instantly I froze when I realized what had happened to his face to begin with.

I shook my head, "No it's just-" I looked into his eyes and felt a tear down my face. A tear? I thought. I.. thought I was... Back then I didn't cry at all... but now...a tear? 

Ty frowned, "Why are you crying? Is it Nate again?" I looked at him with sad eyes. I giggled a bit. Nate? I wasn't even bothered thinking of him at a time like this. Why would I? The person I lo-A friend, has been hurt. 

"Nate?" I frowned, "No it's not him... It's... you... I guess." I guess... Yeah right we all know it was exactly because of Ty.

"Oh, you were worried about me?" He said with a smile in the corner of his mouth.

"Y-Yeah." I muttered.

He smiled even more. "You don't need to worry about me. It was just some stupid gang being stupid."

"How can you be so calm?!" I yelled, standing up. "They... They did all of this to you... Nate and his gang... It was Nate's fault."

Ty frowned. "Yeah I know. When they were done beating the crap out of me with bats and sticks," He smiled, "They yelled, 'You should be more afraid of Nate and his gang!'" He giggled. "I suppose they said that because I fought back."

I looked behind me, out the window. Thinking that this was all my fault. I should apologize... for everything, I thought to myself. How would I go about apologizing to him? I've never really... expressed feelings before, other than to Liz, but not to someone I haven't known for long.

"Ty..." I said turning back around, looking down at the floor between my legs.

"Hm?" He muttered.

"I-I... I'm so sorry." I whispered. Pain struck my heart. It was like trying to slide a knife down my throat; that's how hard it was to tell Ty this.

"What?" He said leaning up, his back now on his pillow, "What did you say?"

"I said..." I lifted up my head and stood up, standing next to his hospital bed. Unable to look him in the face I stared at the handles on his bed. "I'm so sorry." I whispered. I noticed it was even lower this time. At this pace I'm going to be feeling this 'pain' for forever.

Ty giggled, "You’re going to have to breath your words a bit more, Ginn." He put his hand on my hand. His touch was... soothing. I thought I would panic and push him away, the memories of Nate flashing back through my brain over and over-but no. I just felt... soothed and calm.

I looked Ty in the eyes; his beautiful blue eyes. "Ty... I'm so sorry about... all of this... everything. It's all my fault..." Ty looked at me with big eyes. He soon just smiled at me and grasped my hand tighter. "I never meant to get you involved.... but now you’re like this and.... I'm just so sorry." I shook my head. "I'll stay away from you from now on... Maybe then Nate and his stupid friends will leave you alone." I looked down, staring at his hand on my hand. Such warmth...

"Ginn."

I looked up to answer him, but I ended up getting shut up by his lips. Again... this feeling, it feels like I have thousands of thousands of butterflies in my stomach. Ty ended the kiss after about... Actually have no idea how long it was. I wouldn't mind spending forever of my life just doing things like that with him though.

"Don't be stupid." He smiled, staring into my eyes. His hand holding mines and the other holding onto my cheek,  his thumb caressing my cheek. "I don't care what happens to me. I don't ever want to be away from you for more than a second. Matter a fact; I can’t stand being away from you."

I closed my eyes and opened them, noticing that I began to cry. "But why?" I said my voice trembing.

"Because I love you." He whispered to me. Again and again, I have been told this before, this same line. That same cool voice. Can love be real? I feel like... I can trust Ty. I can accept his love and maybe... Just maybe I can accept what love I have for him.

"I-I lo-" The door slammed open, revealing an annoying blonde bitch whom probably just saved me or ruined everything.

"Hey hey! I brought you some junk food Ty! I got-Oh." Liz looked at me and looked at Ty. We were still in the same position. Until I quickly pulled myself away from his grasp. Trying to stand straight even though my legs were trembling. Ty has such... power over me, yet I doubt he has even noticed.

Liz looked at me with a blank face. "Oh... Ohhhhhhh! did I just.... mess something up here?"

"Ye-" Ty began to say, but I shut him up with my hand.

"Nope, nothing. I mean... Nothing much just... So what did you bring?!" I didn't want Liz to know I was about to confess my love to Ty. A boy I have only known for a good 2 weeks. I know I love him but... I feel like I should wait, and get to know him better. And that’s exactly what I'm going to tell him. When things calm down that is.

Liz grinned at me evilly, "Yeah right," She dug into her bag of goodies... or evil, "you were about to sex it up weren't you?" she opened a Snickers candy bar and took a bite.

"W-What?! No!" I walked up to her and dug into the bag, bringing out Reece’s. I walked over to Ty and opened it, "Liz your such a whore. Is your mind always dirty and crawling with rats?" I gave a piece of the candy to Ty and took one for myself. Ty smiled at me and said, Thanks, Ginn." His cool voice sending chills down my spine. I could do nothing but blush and nod.

"I am not always thinking dirty! AND I'm not a whore. You’re the whore. Trying to whore it up with Ty." Ty laughed and choked on his candy. Hmph, that's what you get for laughing. I said while glaring at him. Then my glare came to Liz.

Liz shrugged, "Your giving him your candy to? Your so in lo-"I threw my little piece of candy I had left at her face. She stopped and whipped off the chocolate left on her face. "Oh... This means war."

"Bring it." I looked over at Ty and smiled. He was still laughing his ass off at us. Never the less... I'm really happy about what he said. Maybe love can be real, and maybe it can be something more than just pain and suffering.

Ty. I can finally admit that I love you.

Then Liz jumped on me, and the battle begins now!

Well that's sucks. Youtube videos aren't working on this thing. Well... I wanted to make the song '1000 years' by Christina Perri. ._. so yeah... go listen to it.