Wherever you are || crb

seventeen

It's been a week since the dream and I don't really know what to think about it.

Avery's really good at deciphering dreams so I told her. She told me how it was my self conscious telling me I want to get back with Colby.

I honestly don't know what to think. I just know that I'm exhausted from this thirteen hour flight from Tokyo to Perth.

This past month has been flying around different countries and it's exhausting. We'll be in Australia for about two weeks.

They're giving us a lot of space in between the shows so we can travel and rest. I just can't wait for this part do be done.

When we're done with Australia, we're going back home for a few weeks. I just can't believe it's already almost March.

We get done in Australia on Justin's birthday. We're gonna take a two week break in March and we're back to Europe.

We're spending the rest of the tour there. I just can't believe that tours already almost over.

I feel like it just started. We've all made amazing memories on this tour.

I've grown such a strong bond with them, it's amazing. I'm just ready to get to the hotel to crash out.

Our flight was at nine am Tokyo time, eight am Perth time. We flew for thirteen hours so it's ten pm Tokyo time, nine pm Perth time.

It's weird that we flew for thirteen hours but we only lost an hour. I didn't care though, I'm exhausted.

When we get to the hotel in Perth, I go to the room and instantly fall asleep.

We had the next two days to rest, thankfully. I slept in that morning knowing I needed it.

The four of us spent most of the day by the pool. It was really warm in Perth, which I loved.

"We should go out tonight." Levi spoke up. We all looked at him confused. We haven't went out since Mexico City.

We all kinda just looked at each other. "Wait, really?" I ask as he nodded his head.

"Yeah, we haven't let loose in a long time and plus we're in Maya's home town so we should celebrate." Her face turned red.

But I know she's happy to have been from here. "I can show you the really good bars." So I guess it was a plan.

We all went back to our rooms to get ready to go out. I put on checkerboard skinny jeans and a black long sleeved crop top.

I do my makeup and straighten my hair. Once I was ready, we all headed out to leave.

I was honestly excited to get out. This month and a half have been pretty stressful.

I haven't heard much from Colby. I figured he needed space from the fight so I haven't really reached out.

I know it's bad, but I don't want to fight again. Sam gives me updates here and there so I at least know he's okay.

I just miss what we had. We had an Uber waiting for us so we all get into the car.

They drive us to a bar causing us to thank him. We go to a bar and go inside.

It wasn't too crowded just yet knowing it was still a little early. We all order our drink of choice while we wait at the bar.

"You're not going to throw a drink in a bodybuilders face are you?" I joke with Jesse. A smile forms on his lips.

"If you do it, try to make sure we're here to see it." Levi joined in. So far, Levi hasn't broken my trust with what we talked about.

I'm super thankful about that. "I'll just make sure it's some wimpy dude." Jesse joked.