Four (Tobias) x M!Reader - Divergent

Chapter 2~

chapter 2~

a/n: hello! it might be a bit, my parents put smth on my phone that doesn't let me download apps :/ onto the story! pls tell me if there's anything i need to work on :) this is a long one so be prepared lmao

//TW: MENTIONS/ACTS OF ABUSE AND ED. STAY SAFE <33//

When Yn woke up, he was mostly confused. He had the kind of sleep where once you wake up, everything is so confusing. It was night time now, he had been sleeping for a few hours. As he made his way downstairs, he thought of what was for dinner, but then felt mildly sick at the thought of food. He's been feeling that a lot lately.

He heard the talk of Christina, Melissa, Robert, and their youngest, Rose, in the kitchen.

"Ah, here's sleeping beauty! Want some dinner?" asked Melissa. He slightly shook his head, not wanting any, but she insisted getting him a plate.

So here he was, talking with his family about anything and everything.

"Are you not going to eat anything Yn?" Robert asked, noticing that he hasn't touched his plate at all. "Yeah sorry I will.." Yn replied.

He ate a few bites, and stayed for about 15 more minutes. Feeling utterly disgusted with himself for eating it, he quickly asked to be excused. Once they agreed, he calmly walked away from them, but once he was out of sight he quickly ran to the bathroom. When he arrived, he stuck his fingers in his mouth triggering his gag reflex, and threw up everything he had just ate.

Flushing the toilet, he went to wash his mouth, feeling better. This has been happening for almost every meal. He didn't think that he deserved to eat. It started when he still lived with his parents, and it's been a hard habit to break. He then walked to his room, seeing Christina on his bed.

He internally gasped, but kept his face neutral. "what's up?" he asked her. "Are you okay? You were in the bathroom for a bit.." she replied, studying him carefully.

Shoot she can probably read my body language.. thought Yn. Keeping his hands at his side, he looked her straight in the eye, and made sure he looked truthful, and said, "Nah i'm good. Just didn't feel too good after the food. Can i sleep some more please? we have a big day tomorrow."

Christina still looked suspicious, but got off his bed and bid him a good night. Finally being able to put down the facade, Yn gratefully stepped into bed, and fell asleep.

the next day: choosing ceremony

He woke up to the sound of Melissa calling his name. As he made his way downstairs, he suddenly remembered this was the day he would make his choice. He would chose to keep his family who have cared for him, or leave and maybe let go of what he's gone through.

He sat down at the table, actually feeling hungry today. He tried not to think of what he did to deserve this food, but instead making conversation with Christina who seemed to have let go last nights events.

"Listen up," started Melissa. "I want you two to know that even with what choice you make, we will love you regardless. Do what your heart says :)". Yn got up and hugged her, with Christina coming up behind him to join him. They both nodded.

"Alright, it's time for us to leave" robert stated. They all got their things, locked the house and walked to where the choosing ceremony was happening.

at the choosing ceremony, already seated

Yn started at the people all around him, and just admired the difference in all of them. It was quite interesting to look at, actually. Then Marcus Eaton started talking.