What If?

Chapter 1 part 3 : new girl

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hey guys, so this chapter maybe kinda short, sorry. Today i'm going to a play so, yay!

anyways lets get on with this.

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(Chrissa's p.o.v)

I show Ella to her next period, "Alright, this is your class. See ya". "W-wait.". I look at Ella "ya?" she shifts awkwardly, "can i h-hang out with you at lunch? i don't know anyone yet.." Fuck no "ya sure" shit. She smiles, it lights up her whole face. I smile back. "see you at lunch".

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At lunch i look for Ella, i find her sitting on a bench reading a book. "What you reading?" She jumps, and looks up," oh its just you" she smiles and closes her book. "i was just reading 'Wild'" i nod "cool" i sit down next to her, everyone stares at us. Ella notices this, "why are they staring at us?" i laugh. "not us, me" She looks confused, "Why". I sigh, i just met this girl and she is already asking the wrong questions. "Its because i'm- well..... i'm gay" Ella looks down "i can see why you wouldn't want to hang out with me anymore, so ill just go" i stand up to leave, when Ella grabs my arm. "Hold up, who said i didn't wan't to hang out with you?" I shrug "i don't know, no one else does" Ella sits me back down next to her. "well then that means no one will want to hang out with me, because i'm gay too." I look at her, her hair falls around her shoulders framing her face. god i just want to kiss her. So i did. I pulled her face to mine and smashed our lips together. She froze, but soon her body relaxed. I heard people fake gagging, and calling me a 'slut', but i didn't care. Everything about this just felt, right. Until Ella pulled away. I looked at her confused, "i-i'm sorry," she said," i thought i was.... i'm just...." she got up and left, tears streaming down her face. I sat there for a moment, dazed at what had just happened. I just ruined my one chance at making a friend. stupid emotions.