What If?

Back story pt 2

(Ella's p.o.v)

You would think my life would be perfict,

happy mom and dad,

i was a striaght A student,

yup a perfict life.

Untill it happened.

It was two days before we moved, I was at school hanging out with my freinds (yes at home i was popular and i talked alot). I desided to go to my locker to relax a bit (I just got into an argument with some bitch), then he came and ruined it.

"Hey babe",

I looked up to see my ex-boyfreind Taylor

I sigh, "what do you want jackass?"

"Hey thats now how you should talk to your boyfreind"

"We aren't together anymore, remember? You cheated on me, twice"

"And im sorry baby-" 

"You know what you can go fuck yourself"

He just smiled, "I would rather be fucking you"

He grabed my wrist and pulled me to him "I know how much you love to sleep with me."

"Taylor let go",His grip tightened

 "Taylor, you're hurting me."

"Come on, lets go somewhere we can be alone..."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I lay in the janitor closet, half naked, shivering, and crying.

He did it,

he raped me.

Luckily there was a blanket in here, so I wrapped myself up after he left.

About an hour later the janitor came in,

"Alright now I got to-"

His eyes landed on me and he stopped in his tracks

"What are you doing in here?"

"Taylo-... He-....I-I couldn't stop hi-...I want to go home"

I burst out into tears

The janitor croutched next to me and started rubbing my back, "Shhh... its okay. You stay here, I'll go get the principle.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I was never the same after that day,

I talked less,

I started to lock myself in my room,

I cried every night (still do),

And i begun to write poetry.

I was never the same,

and I will never be