Chapter 2- What am I going to do?

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(Ella's p.o.v)

yesterday's events fade away

i dont know if I want them to stay


am i gay or not?

that is the question


Chrissa ignored me at school today

it hurt


does she like me?

that is the question


why couldent i have been born a goldfish,

swimming safely in a bowl,

having my food brought to me by people


i know i have hurt Chrissa

i understant that


but im confused at the moment

for when she kissed me

everything felt right

but everything felt wrong


what am i going to do?

that is the question


do i go to her and kiss her back?


do i have Chrissa come to me?


or do i forget about her completly,

and move on with my life?


what am i going to do?

that is the question

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