oh. [sashanne]

{epilouge}

TW//SUICIDE

It's been a year. I'm 14 now. Marcy's gone. We're still in Amphibia. I wish I never opened that stupid fucking box.

Anne & I aren't dating anymore. We broke up a month or two ago after I was stupid and manipulated her and betrayed her to her breaking point. She forgives me now, but we're still separated.

I'm fighting a war. A fucking war. My birthday was a few weeks ago. I didn't celebrate. Not after what happened on Anne's birthday.

I'm gonna get into some personal shit, because this is my epilogue.

A month after I got here, I found Anne. I almost cried tears of joy when I found her. I had a stupid, manipulative plan to kill the frogs she loves.

We fought.

She cut my cheek open, and I traumatised her forever.

I don't like talking about this, because it was a year ago and I'm fine now, but I used to be suicidal. Especially in Amphibia. When Anne & I fought, it was so bad that I tried to kill myself right in front of her.

It was selfish. I know you're not supposed to say that about suicide, but I feel selfish for the way I did it. I survived, but Anne was traumatised. I was so stupid, and I didn't deserve Anne. I was a shitty, manipulative girlfriend.

But I've changed since then. I apologised to Anne, and now we work together to take down Andrias, the evil king that took Marcy from us.

All I want is to save everyone and just go home. Go to school. Shit, I wanna do homework.

I just wish I could restart, back at 13. Stop being manipulative, start asking what Anne wants. But I can't. And I have to live with the consequences of what I've done.