Look at me one last time.
I'm dying.
Back then, when Shi Mei was gone, you at least took a look at him.
You...
You really...
Do you not like me? Do you despise me so much?
Why else would you refuse to look at me, just one last time? Why don't you turn around?
“Shizun...”
His eyes were full of blood and tears.
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He couldn't remember if he'd shed tears that night, but when he woke in the morning, the long sword that had gone unnamed more than a decade had been engraved with two sharp caharacters.
"BuGui".
Which means:
You will not return.
Never.
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"A year of misunderstanding was a misunderstanding."
"A ten-year misunderstanding was an injustice."
"A misunderstanding over a lifetime, from life to death, was fate."
"Their fate was ruined."
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Later, he couldn't help but think, it would be great if that were really the case. If Chu Wanning was really just faking it, then maybe things wouldn't have gone that far.
If it were that simple.
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“You said... That life of death wasn't my choice... But look, Mo Ran... you underestimated your Shizun, in the end... I've already made my choice to leave, you can't stop me... even if you try...”
“I stayed alive these last few years because I didn't want to give up, always thinking... thinking I should just keep keeping you company for a few more years, trying to teach you... not to commit any more sins... but now... now...”
Mo Ran shivered as he held that person in his arms. And then he felt terrified.
Scared.
That emotion hadn't been a part of him over ten years, but now it came rushing back in a wave, nearly carving his heart out of his body.
“Now I know that maybe it takes my death for you... to stop doing evil...”
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“You.. really hate me so much... to the point of not giving me a single moment of peace... even at the end...”
“Mo Ran... Mo Ran... don't do it anymore, wake up, wake up, come back... come back...”
Wake up...
He told him him to wake up, but he himself, with his empty eyes open, fell asleep.
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This part just contains lines from Chu Wanning's death in his past since I really like reading that chapter, sorryyy
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AcakThis is basically lines that I copied, and is currently chilling in my clipboard lol The lines here isn't in order, since I would reread some parts of the novel based on my mood, and when I would read that line again, I would copy it and not caring...
