Say it now || MerLuca

Again?

3 months had past and Meredith's headache had been on and off. She sometimes felt dizzy so in the past 3 months she barely step inside the OR and held a scalpel, she mostly do consult and updated on her patients chart and mostly on her research. She once though of her symptoms, but she didn't thought about it too deep.

"It's just a headache, that's normal" she always thought.

She's also been a forgetful person, she didn't know where she put her keys when she was just holding it, she forgot where she put her phone when she just charged it on her night stand few minutes ago. She knew it was something, that it's not just a headache, but she didn't want to Andrew until she's sure.

"Hey, you had surgery?" Andrew said walking beside Meredith who just stepped outside the scrub room.

"Yeah, I miss the OR too much, my schedule is full of surgery, half of the OR board has my name on it" Meredith chuckled.

"Hmm, guess Dr Grey is back!" Andrew exclaimed

"I am" she smiled looking at him "Actually I have a surgery at in an hour, you want to scrub in?" she suggested.

"I'd love to but I have a surgery with Alex remember?" he said

"Right sorry, I forgot" she said looking away, trying to avoid her gaze.

"Mer are you sure you're okay!" he asked concerned, noticing she's holding her temple again.

"Yeah I'm fine" she answered still not looking at him.

"Mer" he breath out

"I have a surgery, I'll see you tonight" she said walking away. Andrew stopped at his spot watching her walk away and disappear to the hallway.

~

"Grey, you're name is all over the board today hugh" Bailey smiled through her face mask, they're half way their surgery.

"Uh yeah, I uh haven't been inside the OR for months which is so not me" Meredith chuckled.

She froze as she felt her head throbbing again, worst this time, she close her eyes hoping it would go away, but it didn't.

"Grey are you okay?" Bailey asked concerned

"Ye-yeah just a minuet" Meredith answered, mumbling under her face mask.

"Grey!" Bailey called again, Meredith still froze on her spot.

Meredith can't hear anything, but her hear throbbing, it's like someone's hammering her head.

"I-uh, I can't" Meredith said tiredly putting the instrument down, her eyes slowly closing and open.

"Page Dr Webber and Dr Deluca stat, and get Dr Grey a wheelchair" Bailey said walking around to the lead surgeon position.

The nurses help Meredith to sit on the wheelchair.

"Dr Bailey, Dr Deluca is in surgery with Dr Karev!" the nurse said.

"Page Shepherd then!" Bailey said sternly.

"What happened?" Richard asked concerned walking in, while the scrub nurse is helping him to put the gown on.

"Hernia repair" Bailey answered not looking at him, just focusing on her patient.

"I meant with Meredith and you should've page Deluca" Richard said helping Bailey with the surgery.

"Grey talk to me!" Bailey said.

"Don't call Andrew" Meredith said tiredly.

"Hook her up with some IV fluids and page Shepherd or Peirce" Richard said looking at the nurses.