Am I his?// Natepat

Chapter 9

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This will be going forward a few days! Please be aware some things in this chapter might be triggering for some readers! Take care of yourselves lovey's!

Nate's POV
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I've been doing a lot better these past few days. Sir kept his distance as Phantom almost attacked him. It was weird seeing Phantom this possessive. But I mean, I'm not complaining, it was fine but I had a talk with him after.

Now I'm sitting in the living room, on my knees, sitting between his legs. Cloud laying beside me. Phantom had to do his chores so I'm alone with him. "Pet.. how would you feel if you became my pet permanently?" How could he just ask me that? I have a fiancé and kid! His hand went to my hair and yanked my head back. "I'm talking to you pet. I want an answer please." He said a little more gently.

"I don't know. I'll have to talk it out with Matt, my fiancé, and Carly, who's staying with us to help with my kid. Then I have to talk to my team about you, which will be a very awkward situation, it will be too much stress for me." I told him. He released my hair and gently placed his hand on my throat, his thumb playing with the collar.

"What ever you need to do. After the 6 months, you will have a month more to decide. Okay?" I nodded as he leaned forward to kiss my forehead. "You're so lovely. I hope you know your fiancé is one lucky guy." I chuckled and I looked at the ring on my finger, remembering the smiles and laughs before this happened. A tear slips down my face as the memories gree. "What's wrong pet?" He asked me. He managed to pick me up and placed me on his lap where I wept. He rocked me a little bit and rubbed my back. "Hey it's okay. Breathe." I followed his breathing patterns and slowly calmed down.

"I'm sorry. I guess that was too soon, to ask that question. I've only known you for a few days. And I don't trust you yet. Well, not fully." I said, tilting my head down. I know I'm disobeying so many rules but I don't care. I'm worked up and need to breathe. "You forgot 2 rules pet. So I'm sorry but that's your first strike in 4 days. What's gotten into you?" I looked at him and shrugged my shoulders.

"I don't know sir. But I'm sorry, I'm just.. I'm worked up. Can you not see that sir?" I asked him who nodded. "I just really miss my baby girl, Matt and Carly. Carly doesn't know where I am or what happened to me. Matt, he's confused. Can I please just see him sir?" I begged.

"If you do good tonight with my party, then I'll schedule you a time for you guys to meet. That will be your reward." I smiled and thanked him. "Your welcome dear." I internally cringed at that nickname as Matt is the only one who calls me that. "I'm sure Matt will be very excited to see you. Now we have to get ready for the party, it starts at 6 but I'm known for my parties. So pet, can you help me cook?" I held up a finger as I was catching my breath.

"Yes sir. I can." I told him as my breath finally caught up to me.

"Do you know how to do homemade pizza?" I nodded. "Good. Because we will need about 3 maybe 4. I'll take care of the vegetables, and some safe foods for a guest who's celiac, can't handle gluten, if you need a break let me know. Or I'll tell you to take one. Do you understand?"

"Yes sir. But cloud will have to be in the kitchen with us incase she has to alert me. Is that okay?" I asked, remembering the incident with Mare. I don't want that to happen again.

"Sure pet. I don't mind. As long as you tell me that she has alerted you, I'll go get you set up on the couch if that happens. Or unless there is an alert where you can't be on the couch. Is there?" He put a hand on my thigh, right above my knee, and looked at me like he was interested in what I have to say.