Nates POV
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The trunk opened and I saw that it was morning. I assumed that it was maybe 7-8am. Sense the sun rises around 6 and it's normally fully up at 8. I don't know though. My kidnappers dragged me out of the car and I recognized them straight away. Alex and Ryan. The people who held me prisoner for 3 years. "Remember us sharp" they held my arms tightly so I don't run away. "Remember this place. We kept you here for 3 years" "I know" I tried to say but couldn't. I recognized the place. Where I did bones. No one was in the parking lot, so no one could help me. I'm trapped. They bought me inside into the basement and chained me to the wall where I was most of the time. Alex took the gag out of my mouth and I just coughed violently. "What do you want from me" I asked in between coughs. "We weren't done with what we started yet" I heard my voice. Mare? No...he's in jail, I hope. "Mare come and say hi to our little friend over here" Ryan said. "Ryan...why are you acting like this. You were so nice to me" "he's under my spell" Mare said as he showed up in the light. I looked at the chains and struggled. I gave up knowing I'm not getting out of these any time soon. "Good my pet" Enough with the pet names!! "Bring him to the mattress. We have some things that I need to do" shit. Ryan unchained my arms and I tried to hit them but I was yanked down. They pulled me up and bought me to the mattress. It was just me and Alex now. "Now let's finish what we started 3 years ago"Time skip.
He pulled away from me. I wrapped a blanket over my waist to cover myself up. I was crying and very shaken up. "Now..." he said, buttoning his pants. "See you in a minute" he laughed as he exited. "Wh-wha-what d-d-d-do y-you wa-an-ant fro-from m-m-me" I stuttered at Mare. "It's nice seeing you when your in a state like this. Because your more willing to do stuff when your helpless" he said as he kicked me in the side. "N-n-no! Pl-plea-se s-sto-op" "can't understand what the hell your saying" he kicked me again and left. I searched for my clothes but they were no where. Ryan came toward me with a smile. "N-n-no. Le-lea-leave m-me al-alone" he looked confused more then anything. "Nate. It's me Ryan" "I-I kn-kno-know wh-who yo-you a-are" "whats wrong what happened" I don't trust him. "Can I come over" I was hesitant but allowed him. He hugged me tightly. He handed me some clothes that he had and I got dressed. It was some sweats with slippers. "Th-thanks" he smiled. "Your welcome" he wrapped me in the blanket and picked me up. He rocked me softly, rubbing my back to calm me down.
After about 2 hours, I didn't have cloud or my medicine so it took me a long tine to calm down, I was myself and was calmed down. "Ryan" he looked at me. "What up" "thank you" "your so welcome. I'm sorry you were pulled into this mess" he told me. I was comfortably in his lap, with my head on his chest. "I see you have a ring on your finger. Are you and Matt married" "no. We're engaged" "congrats" "thanks" "RYAN" a voice boomed. I jumped. "Mare. Hi" "what are you doing" "I was just trying to calm him down so he can answer some questions that you guys have" "ok..chain him up. I'll be right back" "yes sir" He left and Ryan helped me off him and he chained my arms behind me. "I'm sorry" he said as he placed a gag in my mouth. I watched him leave and sighed.
30 minutes later
Mare came back and slipped the gag out of my mouth. "Well...your changed and better" "yeah...I am. What do you want" I snared. "Relax Nathan. We might be the same person but I can do much much worse. I'm more powerful" "what about phantom. Is he ok" "he's fine" Mare said, ruffling my hair. "Stop" he kicked me in the stomach. "Ow!" "I'm sorry...did that hurt you" I rolled my eyes. "Stop. Why do you hold a grudge against me. What did I ever do to you" "the gag will go back on if you don't shut it" "please Mare. Tell me what did I ever do to you" "I don't want to talk about it" "tell me" "shut up" "mare! Please!" "Shut the hell up" "no. Please tell me" "fine! Fine...will you shut up if I do" "yes" "good" but he still gagged me. "When ever we did mangled, I took control over your body, as your fans pointed out when I posted the "help" video to your channel, I saw what all you had. A perfect family, friends, and you are just perfect all together. I might be the second most ranking member of the evil, but I earned my way. Then when it came to mangled, I took control again. Matt was tied up downstairs for 3 weeks and you didn't notice. Some friend you are" I struggled with the chains that were binding me to the wall. "Now...it's my turn with you. Even after mangled it took you a couple months to find him. He was starving and you had to rush him to the hospital. Remember that sharp" mare asked me, yanking my head back. I nodded and he let go of my hair. "Good. Now I gotta run. Have fun" then like that he was gone. I was betrayed by the one I loved so much. Oh I'm so getting on him about it.
Alex came down a few minutes after Mare left and he had some food. "Looks like mare beat you up pretty good" he said as he unchained one of my arms, and took the gag out, so I can eat. "Eat up. It will be a while before your next meal" then he sat down in front of me as I ate. It was some chicken soup with some veggies in it. It smelled really good, but what about the taste? As soon as I took the first bite, I spit it out. It was awful. But I ate it because I was starving. And like what Alex said, I won't eat for a couple of days. I'll only have water. I finished it and I felt sick. He took the bowl and chained my arm again. He made it so that the chains were long and at my sides so I have room to move around. Cause to be honest, my arms get tired from being behind my back. "See you in a bit pet" then he left. "When can I leave" I shouted into nothing.
I had 6 panic attacks and I haven't gotten any sleep. Why did Matt betray me like this? Why did he do this? He just "sold" me to my captors. Those are questions that I need answers for.
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Am I his?// Natepat
Fanfiction⚠more intense panic attacks and more frequent flashbacks. Please read at your own risk⚠ Nates still recovering and his Service dog Cloud has been doing a lot more because things are very rough this year, Matt has been super supportive and helping as...