I sit up and i stretch and i look around and i lay back down wrapping my arm around drew and i kiss his neck and i slowly move my hand down .

Drew : i like this wake up

He turns on his side and he kisses me and i kiss him back and he pulls me ontop

And u know what happend

Tegan ; well thank u for last night and this morning its been fun

I get out of bed putting my dress on

Drew : thank u
Tegan; I'll see u
Drew : yh

I open the door and i walk out out going up to my room and i get out the dress again putting my clothes on . I go to the bathroom removing my makup from last night and i brush my hair and teeth and i walk out packing up my stuff and i make sure i definitely packed everything up and once i had i walk out going to the lobby and i hand my key in and i wait for mabel .

Mabel : sorry
Tegan: its fine u ready
Mabel ; yes

We walk out and we go to my car and i start driving

Tegan : wheres your brother
Mabel : god knows passed out somewhere hes someone elses business now

I let out a little laugh

Mabel ; he is hed a pain i don't understand why he was invited
Tegan: because alex and him are friends
Mabel ; still don't understand oh well were gonna leave it or I'm gonna get myself worked up over it
Tegan : ok how was last night for u
Mabel : so fun i really enjoyed it but first wedding of many
Tegan ; we have so many wedding this month
Mabel ; why are all our friends getting married
Tegan: cause they've been with there partners for years
Mabel ; I'm so single
Tegan : you'll find someone
Mabel ; when
Tegan: soon
Mabel : dout it
Tegan; u will
Mabel ; if u think so
Tegan: i do think so
Mabel ; the future will soon tell
Tegan: it will indeed
Mabel ; how was your night
Tegan ; it was good had a fair amout to drink thankfully no hang over
Mabel ; i have a tad hang over but nothing mager
Tegan : thats good

I carry on driving and i drop mabel home and i drive home .

Tegan ; hey
Zima : hey baby

She gets up and she kisses me

Tegan : I'm dying for coffee do u want one
Zima: yes please

I drop my stuff on the floor and i go to the kitchen making us coffee

Tegan: here
Zima : thank u

I lean down and i kiss her

Zima ; I'm still sorry i couldn't make it to the wedding how was it
Tegan: amzing so beautiful kayley looked insane she looked like a princess oh zim it was brilliant
Zima : I'm still so sad i missed it
Tegan: I'm sad u missed it but kayley said she'll send a copy of the wedding video over once shes back .
Zima : won't be the same but I'll aleast i know what was said
Tegan: yh God it was wonderful
Zima : i know it was a night but i missed u a lot
Tegan : misses u too
Zima : come to the office with me
Tegan: why
Zima : just come with me

We get up and we go to the office 

Zima : while u were gone i looked at sperm doners for our little baby and wanted some similar similaritys to us both so i have made a pile of our similaritys but also a pile with some good qualitys .
Tegan: what
Zima ; our baby
Tegan: zima
Zima ; what we spoke about babies 
Tegan : briefly
Zima : yh but I'm ready for a baby so if we pick a doner we can have a baby
Tegan; i don't want a baby...i mean i do but now
Zima ; but it wouldn't be now it would be in 9 10 months depending on when we can get an appointment
Tegan; no u don't just pick a doner u need be cheaked over make sure all healthy and i don't want a baby this year or next year or any time soon . Zima we are still young we have lifes to live
Zima : can please look at the doners
Tegan: no because we aren't having a baby any time yet
Zima ; tegan
Tegan ; no I'm sorry i just don't want a baby
Zima ; don't be so selfish
Tegan; no u can't force me into this zima its a baby its life changing
Zima : i know but a baby is what i want
Tegan: I'm not being forced
Zima : tegan
Tegan; no and I'm not gonna sorry again for not wanting a baby
Zima : your selfish bitch
Tegan; u have years to have a baby
Zima : no your taking this away from me

She slaps me and i look at her

Zima ; I'm so sorry baby i don't know what came over me

I walk out the office and i take my stuff upstairs and i take a second to myself before i unpack everything and i go to the bathroom turning on the shower and i have my shower i brush my hair and i get in my pjs . I walk out sitting on the bed and i go on my phone

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