Skip a few days
I lean over grabbing my phone and i message drew
Tegan; hey is there any chance u can meet today ?
Drew ; i can like right now cause i have plans at 4 so is now good
Tegan: yh nows fine is there anywhere u want to meet
Drew ; do u just want to come to mine don't feel like going out just yet ?
Tegan : yh yours is fine
He sends me his address and i get up putting on my shoes and i walk out the door getting in my car and i drive to drews
Austin ; hi
Tegan ; hi
He hugs me
Austin ; what are u doing here
Tegan: meeting drew are u here seeing him aswell
Austin ; heading up to meet my friend madelyn
Tegan; ah
Austin: why u meeting drew
Tegan: need to talk to him about something quickly
Austin ; oh ok maybe see u at his in a bit then
Tegan: ok see u in a bit
Austin : bye
I go up to drews apartment
Tegan ; why is there so many stairs up to your place my god
Drew ; hello to u to
Tegan: sorry hi
Drew ; do u want some water
Tegan; please wow i am so out of breath
Drew: the stairs are a lot
Tegan ; just a bit
He hands me a glass of water
Tegan ; thank u
Drew : everything ok
Tegan : yes well atchally i don't know
Drew : u don't know
Tegan: no everyone ok with u
Drew : yh I'm pretty good
Tegan: good...well I'm sorry if I'm about to change your mood
He looks at me
Drew : why I'm confused
Tegan ; so there is a reason why i wanted to see u
Drew : ok
Tegan ; i had this whole speech planned ans i wasn't gonna beat around the Bush but now I'm about to tell u all i want to do is beat around the bush now and just walk out that door and not look back. But i can't do that
Drew : tegan
Tegan : sorry...so i am...pregnant with your baby
He looks at me
Drew; r-repeat that please
Tegan ; i am pregnant with your baby and i am keeping it
Drew ; oh god ok i didn't miss hear that what the fuck
Tegan : I'm just gonna say this I'm keeping the baby weither u like it or not and I'm gonna give u time to process this and when u have u can choose to stick around or not stick around if u don't want to stick around then i will completely understand. U have an out i don't want u to feel pressured to stick around
Drew : tegan give me a second
Tegan : I'm scared ok
We both go quiet and i look around
Drew ; so u are pregnant with my baby
I nod my head
Drew ; and your sure your pregnant
Tegan: yes I've been to the doctors to make sure i definitely was and then i went yesterday to make sure i could fly
Drew : fly where
Tegan ; go visit my mom so i can tell her in person and i also got this
I put the ultrasound on the counter
Tegan: i didn't know i was gonna have a scan yesterday but she asked and i said yes that little blob there is the baby its apparently the size of a blueberry I'm sorry I'm completely rambling but I'm so scared and nervous. If your gonna yell can please do it cause I'm waiting for it to happen cause your so quiet but then it could be my rambling
I cover my mouth and he starts laughing
Drew : u really know how to talk
I look at him
Drew : look I'm in complete and utter shock and its gonna take me some time to process this but...I'm not gonna let u go throw this alone i don't want an out
Tegan: really
Drew : yes u aren't doing this alone
Tegan: thank u
He grabs my hands pulling me into him and he hugs me and i hug him back
Drew : god a baby
Tegan : all I'm gonna say is that i am going to sleep as much as i can before this baby comes cause i know i won't get a full night sleep ever again
Drew : they will be 18 at some point u can sleep then
Tegan: i was never involved but the shit my frineds were doing at 18 yh i will not be sleeping
Drew : the shit i was doing at 18 ok u have a point
Tegan: what were u doing at 18
Drew : maybe smoking weed in the woods at stupid o'clock and getting extremely drunk
Tegan; so the normal teenage stuff
Drew : yh what were u doing at 18
Tegan: studying
Drew : really
Tegan; i really serious about becoming a chef back then so yes i studied i was nerd ok
Drew : i can tell
I pull a face at him
Drew ; ok so we are never sleeping again
Tegan: sleep while u can
Drew: but we have a lot to do and talk about
Tegan : i know we do but we will get round to it
Drew ; yh i need to tell my family
Tegan; i need to tell mine then I'm doing a kylie Jenner and then hiding the whole pregnancy
Drew ; u want to do the kylie Jenner
Tegan: i won't last but i don't want loads of people knowing cause it is early days and people say wait aleast untill 12 weeks .
Drew : tell family maybe some close friends and then no one else untill 12 week or untill were ready .
Tegan: I'm happy with that
Drew : what should we do with Austin were close with him
Tegan: tell him together
Drew : ok
Tegan: but its probably gonna have to be after Monday
Drew : why then
Tegan: i have plans tomrrow then day after that flying out to see my mom for the weekend.
Drew ; ok tomorrows valentine's day what are u doing
Tegan: me and some friends are going to the beach for the day were all gonna be each other dates
Drew : fair
Tegan : u have any plans
Drew : no probably annoy someone
Tegan : fair don't u have plans at 4
Drew : uh yh
Tegan: its about to be 4 so i will leave u
Drew : i can cancel
Tegan: no don't I'll see u soon
Drew : can u please message me
Tegan: yh and were sort stuff out
Drew : yh
Tegan: byee
Drew : bye
I walk out and i head down to my car
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