Tegan ; thank u
I walk out the room and i walk down to corridor looking throw the leaflets
Mabel : Tegan
I look up and i quickly put the leaflets in my bag
Tegan: hi
Mabel: what are u doing here are u ok
Tegan: yh I'm fine just getting a cheak up haven't been feeling the best lately
Mabel ; oh do u know whats up with u
Tegan: no results within the next couple days
Mabel: oh well keep me updated
Tegan: i will
Mabel : was meant to message do u wanna do something valentine's day
Tegan: yh
Mabel ; ok cool message me and were sort something
Tegan: i will see u valentine's
Mabel : see u then
I walk out the hospital and i get in my car calling kayley
Tegan : hey
Kayley : hey are u ok
Tegan: yes is it ok if i talk to u about what happend yesterday i don't really want anyone else knowing untill I've figured stuff out
Kayley: yh no of course talk
Tegan ; so i just came out of a doctors appointment definitely pregnant and I'm 6 weeks and i spoke to thr doctor and she went over all my options. I've got leaflets so I'm gonna read throw them and hopefully get a bit more of an idea of what to do . Cause i am still so lost
Kayley : aleast u have time to think about this
Tegan: its something i really have to think about because any of the options will be life changing
Kayley: yh do u not have a clue on what to do or are leaning more towards an option
Tegan: honestly don't know what to do
Kayley; is the baby drews
Tegan: yh
Kayley : does he know
Tegan: no my thing is do i make this decision myself then tell him or do i tell him and if he wants to go over it together we can or do i just not tell him .
Kayley: no tell him maybe not now figure out what u want and then tell him or tell him now but do tell him . Don't keep it from him but this is also your life and u need to do what feels right to u so if that means not telling him then don't but i think he dose need to know
Tegan ; your right but i don't even know if he wants kids i don't even know him very well
Kayley ; maybe alexs know
Tegan; please don't tell alex
Kayley ; i won't tell him about u I'll just casually bring him up and ask some stuff and report to u I'll do it now I'll call u back
Tegan: kayley
Kayley; he won't suspect a thing call u back in a bit
She hangs up
Tegan; uhh
I carry on driving and i get home and i sit down reading throw the leaflets on my options and i read page to page and i was still completely lost on what to do . And then my phone starts ringing
Kayley; i got a lot of information for u and alex doesn't suspect a thing i just heard a lot about his friends
Tegan: ok
Kayley ; ok so basically drew dose want kids and alex doesn't think he wants any , any time soon because his career is only taking off now and thats all he wants to focus on at the minute. But he dose want kids
Tegan ; ok
Kayley: but drew is very focused on his career
Tegan: so lets just say he won't want a baby at this time
Kayley: but he could if u told him and if u wanted this baby
Tegan : do u know anything about his family
Kayley : 2 younger sisters and a younger brother and his parents are divorced hes from north Carolina thats about all i know
Tegan: i knew from north Carolina cause he went to school with alex
Kayley: oh yh but drew is a very careing person
Tegan : kinda figured that out
Kayley : thats all i really got and i think i did good
Tegan: u did still don't have a clue but thank u for finding some stuff out
Kayley : thats ok are u gonna tell anyone else about baby
Tegan: no this stays between me and u
Kayley ; ok
Tegan: uhhh i wish i never took that test now
Kayley ; i feel so bad i was just like your taking one with me
Tegan: but then i guess its better i found out now instead of months down the road where my options were less
Kayley: true but u completely changed yeserday one minute all ok then next a mess
Tegan: i was expecting a big fat negative to appear
Kayley; i know u were
Tegan: oh well...have u got your period yet
Kayley : a few hours after i left yours it came
Tegan : oh
Kayley : i hate periods
Tegan : there god awful things
Kayley: yh but i get mine monthly u get yours every few months
Tegan: but i still get them and there awful men are luckey
Kayley: tell me about they say getting hurt down stairs hurts bro try bleeding once a month from down there or having to push a baby
Tegan : i know
Kayley : god max always said girls need to grow up
Tegan: every time he said that i could of pumched him
Kayley ; I'm surprised i never punched him when he said that shit
Tegan: he deserved to be punched
Kayley: he still does hes still a dick still doesn't know how to treat women
Tegan: hes 26 he should know by now
Kayley ; he really should god what the atchally fuck did we see in him
Tegan: oh u tell me
Kayley : he wasn't even good in bed and i stayed with him for a year and half
I let out a little laugh
Tegan: not holding back
Kayley ; something about him makes my blood boil
We carry on talking for hours
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