I finally say my feelings to taehyun I was too nervous to say that I like him. It's funny because a nerd like me won't even like me.
It's okay if he rejects me at least I said my feelings for him. He's the coolest guy I've ever seen, yeah his cold but his sweet.
"Beomgyu..."
He calls my name. I quickly panicked and look at him I think my face already looks like a tomato.
"Y-Yeah?" I reply nervously.
"I already knew you liked me before it's obvious when you're with me but you are in a relationship with my friend so there's no choice to be us."
No choice to be us? So he likes me too?
Just say it taehyun I can leave yeonjun just for you!.
"Don't think that I like you, there's no choice to be us because I had a girlfriend too. I'm sorry to hurt your feelings beomgyu"
The continued. He had a girlfriend? Why I didn't know? Who is she? Is she in our school too? Are we in the same class?
He bows to me once again and says sorry then leave the rooftop. When he closes the door tears started to fall on my cheeks.
It hurts...
...
Is our last subject I can't focus on the discussion because I always look at taehyun. The pain is still here I want to cry again.
"Mr. Choi" the teacher called me.
"Y-Yes ma'am?" I reply.
"Are you sick? You're crying it's everything okay?"
"Uhm. Yes i-am okay, can I go to the bathroom, please?"
"Yeah, sure"
She smiles and I bow to her before I leave the class. I quickly ran to the bathroom and shut the door, luckily I'm the only person here
I washed my face and face myself in the mirror. I hate my face! I hate my body! I hate everything about myself! Why did I live? I wish I just die!
....
"WHAT? HE CONFESSES?"
Kai got shocked at what happened and clean my ears. My eardrums must gonna explode.
"Calm down, well yah? It's just a confession your over-reacting!" Yeonjun replied.
"But you're jealous. Tho," kai said again.
"Me? Why would I be jealous?"
"C'mon, we knew he liked taehyun that much!"
"Tsk. Whatever"
Yeonjun rolled his eyes and he was saying something that we can't hear even close to us. He's obvious jealousy.
"But taehyun I didn't know you have a girlfriend, why didn't you tell us?"
"It was just an act! I don't have a girlfriend since birth. I'm more focused on studying... Besides, he will forget what happened."
I drink the last glass of juice and then stand up before I leave I look at yeonjun.
"Bring him to a beautiful place so that he will not cry while seeing me. It will fade if you do it. "
After that, I leave them I'm gonna watch basketball with my friends later so I don't want to miss it!
...
I'm already at my house. I don't have the energy to eat, soobin keep knocking at my door but I deny it and just go back to what I'm doing. Soobin thought that I'm already asleep so he stop knocking.
We have 1 week's vacation I want to go somewhere, a beautiful place where I will forget about what happened to me and taehyun but I need someone to come with me just for comfort.
But it's impossible to even if my parents don't want me to go far away. It's too dangerous to go outside by yourself.
My phone rang... And it's just the idiot boss who's calling. I deny the call but he calls again. I don't want someone to talk to me right now but I have no choice but and answer the call.
"What?"
"Come with me tomorrow"
"Why would I?"
"I'm your boss, you are just a servant so come with me tomorrow be ready at 9:00 am don't be late ill kill you!".
After that he ended the call, what was his problem? Go where? I'm starting don't have trust issues with this guy. Ugh! Whatever just do what the master says.
My phone beeped and I checked who message me and it was taehyun. I quickly open my phone and read it.
To: Choi beomgyu.
I'm sorry about what happened you must be hurt by what I said. So I apologize. I don't want to break our friendship together I knew you will ignore me one day but we are still friends beomgyu! Just don't think about it!
From:Taehyun.
I'm just their only friend to him. He sees me as just a friend but I'm still happy because he doesn't want to ruin our friendship so am I.
But why can't he just fall for me instead? It's impossible that a handsome boy will fall in love with an ugly nerd.
But it's okay to me because he already found his happiness and that happiness wasn't me.
Just be happy... Taehyunie.
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PLAYBOY ~Beomjun~
RomansaBeomgyu is a transfer student who has been bullied whenever he transferred and the school was the last one that will be his final school because his father doesn't want to move again so beomgyu didn't have a choice. Once beomgyu transfers with his o...
