Simply Because I'm Yours.

Rowan. Pt 3

As I'm kissing her, my mind is wandering to all sorts of places. She's so innocent and I don't know why I find that more intriguing. I like the thought of taking her as my own. I want to hear her soft moans and whimpers as I go in and out of her. I wanted her to feel me and not get enough. I wanted to be absolutely irresistible to her. I wanted to show her everything I could do.

I didn't want to show any mercy on her. She slowly glides one leg onto me. She lifts up her body and sits down on me. She can feel me under her. She enjoys it. I grip both my hands onto her waist and she grunts. I bring her more into me. More down, I wanted her to feel it. I want her to feel the things she does to me. She starts speeding up the pace that she's kissing me. This is exactly where I want her. This is when she starts moving her hips on her own, she wants it so bad.

I yet again, slowly start to get up and back her on her back. She stops kissing me for a second to take off her shirt. Holy fuck. I would worship her if she asked. I would get on my knees for her whenever and wherever. I would kiss every inch of her body and tell her how beautiful she is the whole time. She is godly. I admire her for a second before she pulls me back in and keeps kissing me. I took a second to take my shirt off quickly. I go back to kissing her before I lift her up by placing my hand on her back and raising her up slowly. I unhook her bra and she gives me an innocent look. A look I will fuck out of her. A look that will soon be gone. I look into her eyes for a split second and she nods.

I took no hesitations in taking her pants and underwear off. I threw them on the floor as I grip her body and pull her closer into me. I let her know whenever she was ready. She unbuttons my pants and quickly unzips them. I help her pull them down. I look into her eyes yet again for confirmation. I wanted to make sure she was ready and that she really wanted this. She nods yet again and smiles at me before giving me a small kiss.

This is my moment to take care of her and treat her the way she deserved to be treated. I wanted to make one thing clear. There is one thing I have to tell her. I look deep into her eyes, I look her up and down, I look at her lips. I make direct eye contact and tell her, "You're mine."

I slowly get closer to her and begin.

"Are you okay?" I have to check.

Mhm.

Those won't be the only little moans you'll be making for me. I insert myself into her slowly and gently. She moans as I'm fully in. I make sure to keep a good pace. I consistently keep checking in on her. She feels so fucking good.

"You feel so nice, baby."

I listen to her sweet little moans. God I love those noises she's making. I want her to keep going. I want to listen to this over and over. I could hear her forever.

"I love the noises that come out of you." I softly whisper in her ear.

She looks deep into my eyes and this is the moment I grip her back and pull her in top of me. I'm holding her waist with a strong grip on her as she's going up and down. Fuck, she makes me feel so fucking good. Feeling every part of her and appreciating everything about her and loving every second of it. I hope she was enjoying it. I mean it sure as hell sounded like it but...

"Fuck, go faster." God I loved hearing her struggle to get her words out, I liked seeing her try to talk but couldn't, I loved when she would try to make eye contact with me and I would thrust into her and she would throw her head back. I made her nervous and I liked that. I liked the power I had over her, because she's had that power over me for years. I liked the fact she gave me this opportunity to be this close to her, I liked being with her. It wasn't even the sex, although that was enjoyable beyond compare, it was the fact it was her. I wanted to make her mine after this and I was sure of that. I wanted to make it official.

I let her finish off and the gasp she let out when she did was satisfying enough for me. I made her feel so nice and that's what I wanted. I wanted her to feel so fucking good. I did that. I wanted to check in on her and make sure she was okay. I needed to check in again. I wanted her to not only feel amazing in a sexual perspective but I wanted her to be sure that she was okay and safe.

"Stella." I turn her head towards me. "I want you to feel safe with me."

"I'm yours." She finally directs her eyes to me and looks into my eyes. Hold on... WHAT?!

"Here darling, let's get you dressed up first." I wanted to help her get dressed and then talk about what she said so she would be sincere and genuine with her words and not seem pressured to say them. Did she read my mind or something? I have wanted her for what seems like forever and she's actually giving me the opportunity?

I help her slowly hook her bra back on and toss her tee on, she just threw her hoodie in the front but it fell on the floor. I figured we could just pick it up later. I slowly caress her legs as I help her put her pants back on as well. I look at her when she's fully dressed. She's so beautiful.

"You're so beautiful." I say. In a gentle voice. I want her to know I was being extremely sincere.

After I get dressed, I lean on the door and put my arms out. She comes and lays on me as she wraps her arms around my torso. Everything felt right. I felt some sense of security with her. Being in the path of business, per se, I was in, you never feel safe. You constantly have someone wanting to be at your throat or a new enemy or an untrustworthy ally. Yet, with her, I felt genuinely safe. But, also extremely protective. I wanted to protect her. I wanted her to feel safe and secure at all times. I never wanted her to worry about a thing. I would do anything for her. I would do everything for her. I would travel across the world for a cup of water if she fucking asked me to. I would swim to the deep deep ocean if she was curious what was down there. I would fucking take her to space if she wanted to be closer to the stars. I would take her far from here if she was ever stressed or worried. She deserved the world and I would do anything to make sure she got that. I wanted to give her everything. I wanted to be her world, if she'd just let me.

"I want to be yours." She says.